worn-out

i dunno wut to write...
i lost words to say...
im so tired...
this is not what i wanted...
pray it will pass...
blame me they always do...
my head spinning...
i dunno how much longer i can cope...
my feelings, i feel no more...
i wish the pain and suffering would go away...
i feel my life is all a mess...
i just want to be alone...