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2010-02-06T22:44:00.004+08:00

5th February 2010

Hello.
Quick update.
It's friday and Im here at Puncak Alam. Suppose Im at home. Spending my precious time with loved ones but I've another responsibility being a student which need me to stay. Nevermind, mid sem break just around the corner. What a biggy staying here isn't it? (Konon, pd hal sedey)

Jadi usher lagi..dan lagi..dan lagi. So what? Nampak senang tp percayalah bkn mudah. Seronok jd usher. Close to VIP. ;) Thanks to Mz. Ira for always giving us an opportunity to participate in any event. Never forget about us. We, ombakians appreciate your works, your thoughts...

l.o.v.e.

Mz. Ira and the beauties...;)

Exultant

2010-02-01T10:46:00.003+08:00

Ecstatic. Jovial.
For 90 mins my knees shaking and Im sweating
waiting for the referee to blew the whistle.
It was fantastic match.
Arsenal played well but we played much better.
Nani scored for the first goal which can be considered incredible move.
And once again, Rooney put himself as a top scorer.
What can I say?
He is a world class player.

Knowing Arsenal, they unpredictable.
They can suddenly score and you'll be surprise.
Unfortunately, the best team win.
Regardless the injuries issue.

I admit I am crazeeeeee when it comes to football.
And it worst than the men does.

"the manner of this victory will send out the message that no-one will find it easy to wrest the title away from Ferguson's side." -BBC Sport-

Beriadah

2010-01-30T12:51:00.017+08:00

Kalau minggu lepas kami ke Ulu Yam, destinasi minggu ini dekat jah...nun di Shah Alam. Bukit Cerakah menjadi pilihan kali ini. Yang join tak ramai pun...aku, dyla, meen, honey, ajai, pay gn rachel. Walaupun takde apa sgt tp enjoylah jgk. Hehe..Hajat dorang nie sbnrnya nak berbasikal. Tapi malangnya, arini dorang ckp basikal tak bukak plak. Alasan sbb hari jumaat. Kalau ada pn lepas solat jumaat. Tapi k'org sampai awal pagi, xkn nk tunggu. So, lain kali jela. Masa sampai ramai bdk sekolah yg dtg. Teringat masa mandi kt wet world 2 thn lepas gn dyla, mandi gn bdk2 sekolah jugak.

Bas pelancong ada 1 jer arini. Again, bcuz today is friday. So what if it is friday? Terpaksa la bagi bdk2 skola tu naik dulu. Lagi pun dorang yg sampai dulu. Sejam lebih jgk lah menunggu. Last-last k'org g breakfast dulu. Cett..semua dah agak, kalau gi makan ni, tup tup mst bas dtg. Masin lah mulut msg2 kn..tgh sedap menikmati nasi lemak, bas dtg. Kesian kt yg tgh bersantap lg tu. Nasib aku da abis mkn. Nak taknak tinggal jela. Cukuplah sekadar alas perut. Excited btl nk naik bas. Hahaha..

K'org dibawa mengelilingi sekitar Bukit Cerakah. Terasa nyaman dgn bau hutan menusuk hidung. Tenang. Benarlah, alam semulajadi itu mmg menyegarkan dan mendamaikan. Walaupun aku bknlah pencinta alam tp aku ttp menghargai setiap kejadian serta ciptaan Tuhan. Tiada yg lebih indah dr ciptaanNYA. K'org berhenti kt 2 tempat jer. Rumah 4 musim dgn Taman Haiwan. It's winter kawan2..bertambah terujalah k'org. SERIUS sgt sejuk okay!! Kalau lama lg confirm beku. Hahaha.. Then k'org turun kt Taman Haiwan. Dorang ni nk main flying fox. Hmm..flying fox la sgt. Bila k'org sampai, takde org jaga pn. Tutup. Sayang sgt tempat yg cmni dorang tak jaga. Malas nak naik bas, k'org jln kaki pergi ke kereta. Penat tp itulah yg di panggil riadah. Cuaca semakin terik. Lepak Pak Li, minum2 then k'org balik.

Penat tunggu bas tau.

Posing dulu.

sejuk lah sgt. Hell yeah..it so cold.

sejuk2 pun posing bkn main.

Sungai Sendat

2010-01-30T11:55:00.008+08:00

22/ Jan / 2010 ( Sungai Sendat, Ulu Yam, Sel)

Ada apa dengan nama? Tapi nama kadang2 mmg membawa makna yang simbolik dan unik. But this river..err..lucah! haha.. Malas nak mengkaji knp namanya begitu. So biar jelah.We plan to organize class trip and bbq. Finally this Sungai yg di pilih. Ikutkan jelah.. Conflict arose before we really decided to organize the trip. Biasalah. But manage to solve it.

Gerak dari Puncak Alam pukul 11 lbh..dah lambat dr yg dirancang. Biasalah...macam tak phm plak kn? ;P Konvoi diketuai oleh bf eyla, monyot...hahaha..funny name. Perjalanan yg agak jauh jgklah..Sejam lebih jgk lah nak sampai ke sana. Hmm..nak masuk ke situ mmg cm ular jlnnya tp takde lah pening cuma lapar..dorang ni mmg x sabar nk terjun jer. Time nak sampai tu bumper keta si monyot ni patah plak. Agak spoilt la mood dia gn bf dia. Nasib baik dorang still ok. Thanks monyot, sampai jgk k'org kt Sg. Sendat nie.

Terima kasih yg tidak terhingga kepada Saida Yasmin diatas rempah ayam yg sedap dan segala usaha gigih beliau dlm menjayakan bbq. She can cook and good at it. Im not promoting my fren. She's taken. :) Dan kepada Ajai juga. Tak lupa kt Kakak Dyla juge. SEDAP ok kek coklat dia buat. I want that on my bufday Dyla!!!Tak sangka kwn2 aku semua pandai masak. Dahlah cantik2, pandai plak masak. Untung sape dapat dorang ni. Aku tolong makan and ada lah tolong sikit2. Takdelah nak merendah diri. Sedar tak bpe nak tinggi. :D Mandi manda ada lah dlm 5-10 minit jer..aku lah, orang lain siap buat kuak lentang, kuak kupu2. Bknlah nk control ayu duduk di tepi gigi air, belai2 rambut yer tp malas nk basah2 sgt. Towel pn tak bwk. Nak harapkan 2 org bdk lelaki tu, alamatnya kebulur la kami tapi trm ksh lah kt wan n kai sbb dorang yg hidupkan bara. Last-last yg pompuan2 nilah yg abiskan membakar...Semua mencekik cm lapar sgt. Cuaca dah mula mendung, kilat dah mula mengeluarkan bunyi yg tak sedap didengar. Masing-masing tak puas lg nk mandi. Paling lewat, pukul 6 mst da gerak kuar dr sini. Sorry Kai sbb tak join game kotak beracun tu. Aku tak tahan nk shee shee la..hahaha..

Tepat kul 6, k'org chow. Aku naik gn dila. Sepatutnya dia hantar aku kt train. Tapi dia dah tersalah jln, hantar sampai umah terus. Caught in traffic jam kt ampang. Sangat la menyakitkan hati. Macamlah aku yg drive.Dah lah hujan selebat-lebat alam kt serdang. Thank you sayang...

Sebelum mandi...

Sedang bermandi manda. Hey, i love my shirt. =P

Ct and Hunny, 'mak' yg sediakan sandwich.

Senang hati si pay ni mengapungkan dirinya.

bakar jgn tak bakar...Resipi terbaik dari yasmin.

Masa tuk pulang ke rumah...

Man of The Night

2010-01-28T19:25:00.010+08:00

"Wayne Rooney's dramatic stoppage-time header sent Manchester United into the Carling Cup final and wrecked Manchester City's hopes of reaching a first major Wembley showpiece in 29 years."

Terjaga pukul 6 pagi, ada 4 msg dan slh satunya, put big SMILE on my face. Thanks Amer Omar for updating your status...taktau plak fan MU...cool. That news really make my day! And I am more than happy. Tevez deserved this! Last week he humiliated Neville and MU in front of MC fan, and it's your turn to receive what you give. You play you pay. Big L. Fergie always make a right decision by letting you go.

Rooney once again become a hero. It is a team effort I presume since I don't watch the game so I can't comment more on that. But look at Rooney's performance right now, he is in the right track to prove that he is a world class player. No wonder why Ronaldo really want him to join Real. Actually, both of them ada chemistry yg baik. Berbatov much better than Owen. I mean the combination with Rooney. Kalau tgk skrg, Rooney biasa diletakkan sorang-sorang kt dpn...walaupun dia selalu digandingkn dgn Owen, Berbatov tapi keserasian antara mereka kurang. Tak bagus tuk MU sbnrnya. We now seems to be like Liverfool, they are relying to much on Torres and Gerrard. See what happen to their club? Are they survive? MU kekurangan striker..not like Arsenal and Chelsea.Even without Drogba, they still can win. And I hate that. Hahaha. Can't deny the fact that they really strong at the moment. Tapi MU akan berjuang hingga titisan peluh yg terakhir. Takkan MU hilang dr EPL.

Back to Carling Cup...though it is not prestige as EPL or Champions League but still it does bring a significant meaning to the team who win the cup. Let's wait one month from now, the final between Man Utd vs Aston Villa. I bet it gonna be an awesome match to watch. I am not good at writing. I prefer to talk than writing. Idea tu ada tp tak pandai nak mengolah idea tu. Tapi nak ada blog. Hahaha. Practice make perfect isn't?

United's Man.;)

MAN UTD vs ARSENAL (31/01/10)
prediction anyone? =)

p/s: Naz, jgn predict lebih2..haha..

Ridiculous timetable

2010-01-27T15:16:00.002+08:00

This semester quite relax compared to last semester...tersangat relax sampai rasa taktau nak buat apa...bukanlah tak bersyukur dgn jadual yg diberi tapi k'org byk sgt gap yg jauh2..penat nk menunggu. Kalau nk g jln2 pn..plg jauh s.alam..selalu jer ad kt s.alam tu..

isnin- kls 8 pg dgn 8 mlm je.
sel- kls stat kul 10 sampai 4..oklah.
rabu- jadual lama, kls stat kul 6 ptg sampai kul 10 mlm
kha- normal. from 8 till 5..
jum?? mula2 ada clas tp k'org berjaya bwk kls tersebut ke ari rabu dan ari rabu kls tdk lg bermula pd pkl 6...so we don't have class on friday. Don't be jealous kwn2..=p

Memandangkan kelas byk cancel dr awal sem, jenuhlah nak ganti class..yg tak suka tu kena ganti ari jum or sabtu...you know how much I hate staying here on weekend...sob..sob..T_T

Walau cm mana pun trm ksh la kt yg buat jadual ni...;))

Don't mess with me.

2010-01-27T14:01:00.007+08:00

Never thought of being the class rep but thanks to 'those' yg petik nama saya tu...=)). It might sounds easy for some of you but for me, in this world nothing is easy and simple unless you are the type of person that always take things easy and for granted. We need to work on it and manage it to ensure it will go smoothly..took the challenge not because I am an ego person but being optimist this is just a simple job. Organize it then you will be fine. So far so good. There are few things which really need me to be very patience when dealings with matters which hard to make a decision. I can't please everybody so please understand. I am only doing my job. Don't bring up an issues which is not important at all. So immature.

We are no longer high school students. Be open minded. Stop being sooooo sarcastic and cynical! That kind of attitude we use it when it is necessary. Get a life. For those who read this and feel offended, big apology from me.

Is it for real?

2010-01-27T13:18:00.004+08:00

When you love someone, you give no matter what and you allow. You allow for their shortcomings, their mistakes, their flaws and you try to give them what they want or need. But don't play games with their heart. Never tell them that you love them and then leave. True, feelings can't be coerce or force but yet it is not something you can play with. Don't say not even one words if you don't mean it. It is really hurts . We can hide the pain that we feel and make others believe that we can move on but we can never deny the truth to ourselves that the person who has failed us and hurt us is still the person we'll always choose to love. BS! but that is reality.

People often feel something but express something else. They mean something but say something else. Hey, learn the art of saying nothing in such a way that it leaves nothing unsaid. By doing that, you'll less hurting people in a very rude way and using inappropriate words. Cliche yet it so much true that we love to do things which we are not suppose to do. Why? Fitrah manusia...is that the only answer we can figure out? For real or not...hmm...Lu pikir lah sendiri.

;))

2010-01-27T12:23:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum...
Back to basic. No flora and fauna anymore. Lame and cliche. =p
How you guys doing bloggers?
Mind your words since bloggers no longer safe right now. Hehe...

It's been quite a long time I did not open my blog. Rasa menyampah dgn blog sendiri.
Hell yeah! I missed my friends blog as well. KD esp. Cause you make me feel like im reading a newspaper...thhrr..

For the moment...just wanna say hello back to you guys...

Y to Z

2010-01-17T13:11:00.004+08:00

Feelings are not something that can be kept hidden inside forever. Feeling must, sometimes be shown. Although all of this is true, none of them work with you. Why are your feelings aren't ever shared, just remember that someone has always cared. You shut me out whenever I'm near you. You pretend like you don't know who I am. I actually wish we could become strangers. Maybe at least then you might say something to me. What happened between us? Don't ever you think I don't care or don't want to be your friend anymore. That's not true. Nothing hurts me more than the way we are now. And it seems like nothing I can do about it. Even when I try to let you know how I feel but you keep say things that hurts me. I said enough... Put myself on silence doesn't mean I allow you to say whatever that you wanna say. Im 'speak' in silence.

I MISSED YOU. That is all I ever wanted to say. I miss the conversation. I miss the sarcatism.

Do It!

2010-01-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

The most selfish one letter word..."I" - avoid it

The most satisfying two letter word..." WE" - use it

The most poisonous three letter word..."EGO" - kill it

The most used four letter word..."LOVE" -value it

The most pleasing five letter word..."SMILE" - keep it

The most fastest spreading six letter word..."RUMOUR" - ignore it

The most hardest working seven letter word..."SUCCESS" - achieve it

The most enviable eight letter word..." JEALOUSY" - distance it

The most powerful nine letter word..." KNOWLEDGE" - acquire it

The most essential ten letter word..." CONFIDENCE" - trust it.

M.A.L.A.S

2010-01-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum...

Malas sangat nak update blog walaupun banyak sebenarnya nak share dgn semua..

Nantilah...mood tak sampai lah...

Saya sangat malas...

Harap faham...

Malas...malas...malas...

Lady Gaga or Lady Gagap???

2010-01-10T11:13:00.003+08:00

There you go...

This is the first thing I did to celebrate my new year..

change my hairstyle, my fringe to be exact..

Hey! Look at this weird girl....damn! I missed my fringe..

Thought it would be okay with me but I don't think so...

What I've done to my hair???!!

Alahai UiTM...

2010-01-04T12:19:00.002+08:00

Permulaan tahun yg cemerlang...terasa diriku skema daftar arini...(2.1.10)...Untuk mengurangkan kemarahan dan kepenatan, aku dtg awal..Flow pendaftaran agak berbeza sem nie..kereta takleh bwk nek atas, kena naik bus. Mula-mula rs mrh pn ada..dia igt brg aku 2 beg ke? Tapi adalah baik buruk pengurusan dorang nie. Alhamdulilah, aku dgn fai xde mslh tuk dftr.

Terasa btl2 di 'puncak'..elok-elok duk level 2, sem ni kena campak kt level 7 daaa. Adoi..kuar gak lak peluh jantan mengangkat barang. Hakhak.. Kalo lif rosak, mmg sakit la..manja btl bdk2 skrg.
Dari Puncak kami menuju ke Wangsa Maju dan akhirnya ke Gombak. Thanks to fairuz and all her relatives. Makanan kenduri tu mmg sedap tak terkata. Pajeri nenas mmg kegemaranku. Thanks.
Kembali ke puncak, mengemas barang2 yg sememangnya banyak...perempuan-perempuan..

I am not in the mood of writing..but still wanna write something. Later.

01.01.10

2010-01-04T11:45:00.003+08:00

Not too late to wish you guys Happy New Year!

New resolution
New life
New age
Everything is new...
Hope this year will bring happiness to everyone...

I don't do celebration but I do had a great new year.

Resolution?
Wanna stop being a spendthrift...
Please...hahaha...
Another generation of Hj. Bakhil...hikhik...
My frens said, ur already Hj.Bakhil yana...LOL..=))

Grand Finale & Farewell Party

2009-12-28T02:30:00.027+08:00

Kenangan Terindah...=))

17th December 2009

Bermandikan hujan semalam, nasib baik tak demam. Risau gak. Dah berapa hari mandi hujan. Hajat di hati konon nak gi Pavi arini. Ada competition Pipeline and Drum Battle but we're totally flat. Sebenarnya nak jumpa Dyla..tak jumpa dia langsung dari aku kt Ganu lagi. Tah apa citer makcik tu gn team Thai dia. Hakhak.. Memandangkan arini k'orang free so nak jalan-jalan lg. Tekalah k'org mkn tghari kt mana? Sogo! Macam kt Bangi takde kedai makan kn? Pukul 3 br dpt makan krn terpaksa menempuh jam. KL kn? What a day. Baru nak amik nafas dan bergembira, si twister msg si Mira. Adalah tu kerja nak bagi. Yang bestnya, aku dgn Pay tiba-tiba kena jd LO (liasion officer). Wth?! Kena jd LO team Thai lak tu. Adoi. Baru jer membahan Dyla. Tup tup aku pn kena gak. Tapi sehari jela. Aku tak kisah. Multitask and versatile. ;) Malam ni ada rehearsal kt Putrajaya tuk grand finale esk. Tak sangka dah nk sampai ke penghujung rupanya. Mungkin k'org kena pergi mungkin tak perlu. Tapi dak2 nie nak pg jugak sbb tak puas hati yg lagi 'satu' akan pergi. Perempuan oh perempuan. Dari Sogo kami ke Alamanda. Thats the only place that we can go. Hahaha. Near to UKM. So kalau tiba-tiba kena balik, xde la menggelabahkan. Dapat call dari twister, k'org xyh pergi rehearsal tu. Kena balik sbb tolong buat bunga manggar..hmm...bagus jugak sbb aku cm penat lak arini.

18th December 2009

Kena bangun awal. Tugasan sbg LO da memanggil. Nervous but excited. Sedar tak sedar dah final arini. Sedey lak..huhu. K'org dah agak lambat nk ke tempat yg dituju, Sek. Sains Selangor. I've no idea where is the place. Oh, bkn aku gn pay jer..syikin tiba2 kena jd LO gak.huhu.. Rozan gn ada sorg krew amik k'org kt UKM. Ya Allah, sepanjang perjalanan aku beristigfar sbb mamat ni byk laju nk mampus. Nasib baik dia ni cekap. Bila dah sampai kes lain lak yg timbul. Tak pasal-pasal k'org kena 'halau'. Masalah dalaman. Takyah cite lar. So aku x jd LO lar arini tp Rozan ckp ada kerja lain. So k'org blk ofis kt Ampang. Sampai sana, k'org dpt arahan kena jd LO jgk tp tuk team Sultanah Asma, Alor Setar. Syikin kena stay tlg sekretariat. Hmm...tak kisahlah. Pening aku. Next station is Pusat Kurikulum, Titiwangsa. Kena jumpa bdk2 sekolah tu and guide dorang sampai abis final. Lepas berkenalan gn cikgu, band director k'org ditinggalkan terkontang kanting kt dewan tu. ?????? Memandangkan lama lg nk tunggu dorg, aku call fai suh dtg amik k'org then g lepak. Fai looking good tho I know she just got her broken heart. Pity her. K'org lpk kt tasik jer. Hujan. Tik tok tik tok...kul 5 jgk k'org br grk dr KL. Aku gn Pay dah risau. Nak kena ada kt sana septtnya sblm kul 5 tp dak2 ni tak siap lg. Nasib baik driver bus ni pandai, k'org ikut MEX. Agak jauh tp takde la jam. Aku respect dgn bdk2 sekolah ni. Rasa selamat naik bus dgn dorang. Baca doa, baca yasin. Bagus. No wonder lah dorang ni champion. Istimewa rahsia kejayaan dorang nie. Hujan renyai-renyai di Putrajaya. Sayang sekali. Mungkin jugak hujan rahmat. Penat rupanya jd LO ni..terkejar ke sana ke sini. Barulah dapat jumpa syg I, Dyla. Kesian dia, kaki bengkak. Banyak kerja nak kena buat ni. Make sure bdk2 ni mkn, usaha dptkan pe yg dorang nak. Aduh. Nak kena cari org ESPN lak. Kecapetan gue. Luckily I have Pay with me. Thank you syg.

Macam-macam masalah lak yg dtg. Nak kerusi, takde kerusi. Dah ku usahakan tp tak dapet nk nolong. K'org kena stopkan dorg dr praktis sbb event dah nk start tp Fuck Up yg k'org dapat. Adoi. Maklum la coach band ni cina. Dalam pada sibuk-sibuk tu, sempat gak k'org curi-curi tgk performance band lain. Hujan jap turun, jap tak. Kalau antibodi aku tak kuat, confirm demam esok. Lapar tp mknn yg ada..emm..bknlah memilih tp tak kena gn selera la plak. Pizza kfc pizza kfc. Jemu. Sepuluh ari tu la hidangan k'org. Sponsor kn. Bukan tak bersyukur tp lidah melayu tetap nak nasi. Btw, k'org juga ditaja oleh salah satu cafe kt UKM. Mmg sedap. Terima ksh. Back to Grand Finale. Emceenya pastilah Dato' Mahathir Lokman. Again, tonight we go live on ESPN! Walaupun tak jd usher pakai cantik-cantik, tp mn lah tau kot-kot aku msk tv ke kn? Huhu.

Turn band aku da sampai. They really one of the great marching band in Malaysia. From what I heard, in Malaysia, they on top. Not VI anymore. We also had St.John, MGS Kuantan, UiTM Red Mavericks from Malaysia. Sinar Husni, Garuda, Bahana Swara Serayan..these band from Indonesia. Very competitive. We also had Coastal Scottish Pipe Band from Aussie.. From Thai, we had Horwang Non and Anubanratchaburi. And not forgotten, the only representative from South Africa. Overall we had 17 bands. Few Im not mentioning here. Tiba-tiba time closing ceremony aku kena pegang playcard. Shit. Aku dah la takde baju yg dorg pakai tu. Tapi dorg ckp takpe so aku pegang jela..jeng jeng jeng..Im on the tv babe..Hahaha. I look terrible! Tak kisah lah. Semakin sampai ke penghujung acara. Seperti yg dijangka, Sultanah Asma won all the category, National and Open. Feel proud of them.

UiTM Red Mavericks...=)

South Africa Marching Show Band Association

St.John Institution...They awesome too.

Mereka tgh praktis..ASMA

It's go live! Here at Precint 3 Putrajaya.

Ready to perform

Saatnya aku muncul di TV.

Tumpang gembira sekjp. Muka aku sengal tol.

Coastal Scottish Pipe Band.

Yeay!! Congrats!

Bersama LO dorg yg howt! =P

Mereka cun okeyh?

Gile selepas event.

19th December 2009

It's not over yet. Tonight farewell party and dinner. Yeay! Restoran Melayu, Jalan Conlay. Payah no nak cari tempatnya. Bukan lah payah pe. Si Syikin ni ingat2 lupa. Hari yg ku harapkan indah rupanya mendung di tengahari. Hatiku sakit bangat petang ni. Sakit sampai rasa nk mengalir airmata. Rasa lebih baik balik dr pergi dinner ni. Selfish ar usher-usher yg lain ni. Dorang je ke nak nampak cantik? Dorang je ke nk pakai cantik? Aku, Pay gn Syikin kena kerja jugak. Come on it's dinner ok? K'org kena pakai tshirt jer? Wtf??!! Kononnye sape yg dah jd usher tuk final smlm kekalkan, xyh pening-pening. Ek eleh..xleh blah. At least gilir-gilir ar. Aku jenis mls nk bertekak, ikut jela. Tapi siyes hati terbakar babe. Syikin trs blk sbb bengang sgt. Aku try cool la.. tp dalam hati menyumpah seranah. Kalau sampai tahap yg sgt mencabar kesabaran aku, mmg aku mencarut jer tp dlm hati jela. Kerja pun kerja lah.. Nasib baik dorg bg tshirt lain. Untung. Tuk event ni jer aku dpt 5 tshirt. Pg la touch sket sbb k'org kena usher VIP. Dah la kena pki heels. Arrgghh! Cool cool. Tapi k'org ni mb ada aura yg tersendiri. Cewaahh! Wpn tak pakai baju cantik2 ttp di puji. It's a fact. Bagus jugak xyh pakai pakaian beragam. X la rimas nk ke sana ke sini. Dah la panas. K'org agak relax la. Aku amik peluang ni berborak gn dak2 lain. Sebelum ni xd ms sgt. K'org dihiburkan dgn lawak jenaka dr Harith Iskandar. Nice one dude! Masa berparty sebenar dah tiba. Oh yeah! Let's rock the dance floor baby! Im totally hyper arini. Segala jenis lagu aku layan. Dari slow dance, dangdut, joget. It's happening!!!

Bersama syg-syg...

Bersama usher-usher yg pelbagai kaum. =P

Syg gmbr ni kabur..kt atas pentas tu Harith Iskandar.

From KT to KL

2009-12-27T16:06:00.015+08:00

14th December 2009

Memandangkan jadi usher nie kerja akan datang menyapa last-last minit, so k'org free sket la berbanding dgn yg lain. Masa tidur pun lebih dari yang lain. Mungkin ada yg ckp, 'korang ni kira mkn gaji buta jelakan'. Usher mmg kerja dia senang tapi bkn jugak satu tugas yg mudah. Aku bertuah sebab sepanjang event ni berlangsung, aku bkn jd usher semata-mata tapi byk jgk yg aku sumbangkan tuk menjayakan MWBC kali nie. Aku antara orang yg plg seronok sbb tak pernah miss tuk online. Walaupun penat, mst ada masa online sekejap. Addicted. Kalau tak silap arini k'org keluar gn Amar kot gi Alamanda. Yeeehaa. Kalau crew yg lain tau ni mau sakit hati dorang. Dorang penat kerja, k'org siap boleh jln2 lagi..huhu.. Lupa nk bitau, usher ada 10 org sblm 4 lg yg msk. Semua ppuan dan sorang jer lelaki. Thorn among the roses. Kira ada 2 geng la kt sini. Masing-masing nak berlawan. Biasalah ppuan. Ada benda aku kisah, ada benda aku malas nak amik port. Kalau bab berjalan, aku mmg nk follow, kalau yg lain takpe. Tapi dalam hal-hal cmni, conflict always arise. Ada jer yg tak puas hati. Takdelah sampai tahap tarik rambut lagi. Masing-masing masih profesional. Sakit hati pun senyum. =)

I smell something...

15th December 2009

Disebabkan belum ada tugasan tuk event kt KLCC, so k'org di beri tugasan tuk menjadi sekretariat branch UKM. Ada 3 shift. Pagi, ptg dan mlm. K'org mengalahlah tuk amik pagi. Malas nak gaduh-gaduh. Si Pay mmg tak penahnya puas hati dgn si twister tu. haha. Ada jer plan dia nk bg si twister tu bengang. Aku layankan jer. Dia sengaja nak amik shift pagi sbb nak gi jalan lg kt alamanda. Adoi. Ape sajelah perangai makcik sorang nie. Untuk sejam yg pertama, gila bosan wei. Nak gi amik laptop malas nk berjalan. Masalahnya, jam baru kul 9, nak kena jaga sampai kul 2, mahu keras k'org kt situ so pg la amik jgk. Barulah rasa bernyawa meja sekretariat tu dgn adanya laptop, xde la cm penjaga pintu kn. Ada makanan lg. Meriah meja k'org. Kerja bkn ada sangat pun. Tugas selesai dan masa tuk tidur. Mlm ni mb kena pg Jln Ampang tuk dgr briefing and rehearsal tuk event esk.Penat wey jalan kaki dari Ampang Park ke KLCC. Hampeh.

Meja sekretariat yg...'rokok' bersepah2..

Inilah kerja kami.

kepenatan tp smpt pose.

16th December 2009

Today at KLCC, Street Parade Competition will be held. Its Go Live on ESPN! I mmg giler glamor sikit. Ahakz. Cuaca nampaknya tak berapa baik. The moment event tu start, hujan mula turun dan turun dgn lebatnya. Pity Aussie's and UiTM's band. Big round applause to them. Love the spirit! Aku pun mmg kuyup sekuyupnya. K'org mula-mula tak dapat topi. Kononnye limited. But because of the rain, the cap is ours. Hujan semakin reda, tp aku ttp basah. Rasa nak balik time tu jugak tp keje babe. Berpanas hujan berembun tak pernah ku hiraukan. Mengigil kesejukan dan kelaparan! Malam tu bkn setakat keja jadi usher tp jugak security guard. Dalam keadaan cmni, mmg sgt ssh nk control crowd. Semua nk tempat berteduh dan mungkin penganjur terlupa agaknya perkara-perkara sebegini. There's always a flaws. Dalam hujan-hujan pun ramai yang datang tuk memeriahkan lagi street parade ni. Sampaikan susah nak kawal keadaan. Syukur takde pape yg jadi. Serius aku mmg da sejuk dan lapar tahap dewa. Lepas event semua org kena berkumpul kt Pelita. Lepak punya lepak kul 130 gak k'org sampai kt UKM. Event abis kul 11. Deadly exhausted.

Usher yg ummpph!

Kami adalah usher MWBC

Tribute to MJ. It's cool.

Bermain dlm hujan. But still good.

Pemegang playcard yg comel, CT.

The great Emcee ever... Kenalkan?

Pelita. Kebuluran masing-masing.

Terengganu's

2009-12-26T14:48:00.013+08:00

13th December 2009

Hari ini adalah hari terakhir di Terengganu. Sangatlah sedih sebab tak dapat pusing-pusing Terengganu. Tapi xpe..aku pun mmg dah tak sabar nak balik KL. Back to our place, 'united kingdom, malaysia'..=P

Sempat lah singgah beli belah sikit..tapi aku malas nak beli pape sebab parents aku akan dtg next week bercuti. Sayangnya, aku tak dapat ikut. Sebenarnya tak tahu pun sebelum balik k'org akan pergi Taman Tamadun Islam. Im excited. Dah byk kali dtg ganu tp tak berpeluang nak sampai sini. Teruja. 3 hari di Terengganu, seronok dan banyak yg dipelajari. Got new friend. =)

Err...kurang pasti apa nama masjid nie..

Kul Sharif Mosque, Kazan, Russia

Kalau ada tgk gmbr, mahu jeles lagi...hmm.

with some of the sinar husni members.

'Special Guardian'

Bersama penjaga Taj Mahal..;)

Mini mosques

Xian mosque, China

Back for Good

2009-12-26T00:19:00.002+08:00

Hello bloggers!

Alhamdullilah, I am totally fit right now. Good to be me again. Im stuck at the moment. Damn. After 10 days been 'tortured', i feel good and great to be at home again. One more week left before we begin a new semester.

For those who missed me, I miss you too!

Photo of The Day

2009-12-14T20:29:00.004+08:00

Magic.

Sebenarnya nak amik gambar pantai tapi taktau la cmne bleh jadi cmni. Mula-mula tu rasa mrh jgk tak dpt amik gmbr pantai. Bila tgk lama-lama, rasa menarik pule.

Credit goes to the...you know who.

;))

2 in 1

2009-12-14T17:06:00.010+08:00

Since I am a camera freak, everytime, everywhere musti nak amik gambar. Sampaikan hp org pun jd mangsa aku gak. Hahaha..sorry friends.

Day 3

'Dayang-dayang' chomey.

Day 3

Tekanan mula dirasai.

Band Sinar Husni, Indonesia

Day 3

Ready to work

Day 2

berangan jer nie.hehe..

Day 1

"United Kingdom, Malaysia"

Quick Update

2009-12-12T12:16:00.003+08:00

Day 1

-> Thanks to 'you and your bro'...thanks for everything. Enuff said. :)) Almost having nightmare on the first day. Tired for nothing.

Day 2
-> Ibarat pendatang asing masuk Malaysia. Harapan nak berjalan tgk pantai tinggal harapan jer..jalan tgk kelapa sawit jela. Bas yg k'org naik kena tahan dgn JPJ. Adoi. Boleh plak dia kata takde permit. Tak ke mcm pendatang tue.. Perjalanan yg tak sepatutnya lama sgt tp jadi lama benor...12 jam dlm bas. Nasib baik penginapan sgt selesa.

Day 3
-> Get up early this morning...normal la kan..hehe..rambut serabai sbb tak sempat. Running out of time. Spoilt mood aku pagi-pagi. Koje sonang je. Jaga judges jer. Tapi international judges la.. Luckily I am not that bad to handle them. Ngeh..ngeh.. The one that I ushered, BJ is so damn funny and cool. Love taking photo. Nasib lah aku kena jaga dia. Something worst happened today. I am so surprise there is no F&B bureau! And because of that, the VIPs have to wait for the food. That is so embrassing. In event, food is one of the important things. How come they forget about F&B? Mula lah aku nak mengaplikasikan risk mgmnt kt sini...Puan Kadulliah, ajaran anda sgt berkesan. VIPs bukan calang-calang orang. Hmm..nak cakap lebih-lebih, crew je pun.Going back to the hotel...mandi kali kedua...lepak-lepak...will be at the stadium at 5...

Bersambung...

MWBC

2009-12-12T02:29:00.002+08:00

Aku bagai sorang pendatang kt Terengganu rasanya hari ini...

maksudnya bukan tak pernah datang tetapi ada cerita disebalik cerita.

Event dan kepenatan ibarat air dicincang takkan putus.

Will continue later.

Night world.

Just Go

2009-12-09T13:04:00.003+08:00

In life we will always be tested by HIM but 'you' also test my patience and it is too much. You start put the barrier between us and I think I am not blind to see that. You wanna build the wall instead bridging the gap. Fine.

Babes

2009-12-09T11:27:00.002+08:00

Dear my babes, I wish I could be with both of you, coax and embrace you close to my heart...I know how much you need friends to listen to you guys and cheer you up sayang...I am sorry cause I can't be there. =( But do call me and you know I will always pick up your call. That is all I can do right now.

M,
Don't blamed 'them' for what they have said to you. Sometimes you don't realize things which they know what is the best for you. Accounting is not your field at all, then prove to them that they wrong. Only you can change their thoughts about this course. Listen and learn. I know it hurts you. Melawan takkan membantu apa-apa. I don't wanna interfere much with you and your family matters. Remember one thing pretty, jangan sesekali membelakangkan family kita. Whatever happen, family first.

F,
Seriously, you shocked me last night dear. You keep crying and make me feel scared. I thought something happen to you or your family. Stop crying. He don't deserved your tears. It is hard but you have to face it. Yeah, easily said than done but I missed your smile and laughter. Im so sad this things happened to you. Life sometimes, unpredictable. Always prepared yourself to be hurt and to lose someone that you love. But you are not stupid, you just fall and you cannot avoid. This is what we called it fate. Don't feel bad because you are not! Dealing with the pain and heart broken is never easy. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware. You decide to give him time, then just wait but don't hope anything. We love you syg. Be strong tho it's hard. Just call me if you need me.

~a smile cost nothing but gives much~

Relinquish

2009-12-08T10:09:00.002+08:00

I can't explain the way things have been these days.

I've explained it once before but you didn't listen.

I forgive you and I'm trying so hard to make sure you can't hurt me again.

But I know that you won't because

you recognize my faith in you and my trust in your mind.

Work

2009-12-08T09:56:00.004+08:00

Yeah...

Terengganu wait for me...

I'll be there this Thursday...

Qa, you gonna miss me...

But keep updating your blog ok?

I'll read once I get back.

Dah ramai yg rindu sebenarnya...

Siap ajak kawin dulu ar...

Terengganu jer kot..Hahaha..

~ Ada sape-sape nak ole-ole?~ ;))

Big Girls Don't Cry

2009-12-08T09:41:00.003+08:00

I go against the rules that I made for myself...rules???Few things I couldn't listen to others. Yeah, I am stubborn. If i called people, i will called more than one time. Annoying? Sorry but this is me. I gave my friends point to hate me...hell yeah baby..hahaha..I said I don't wanna to text or call but then, I did. If you want to change yourself realize it takes time. Don’t be hard on yourself if you fall back to the old ways. We are all creatures of habit. It took a long time for you to be who you are today and you shouldn’t expect to change overnight.

I tend to be overprotective..sometimes. Maybe my care it's hard to understand and interpret by some people.

Bukan dengan semua orang aku mampu tunjuk kasih sayang aku. Especially family aku sendiri. Because my love towards them cannot be describe by any words. I might look I doesn't care but , only God knows how much I love them. Sama jugak dgn kawan. Ada beberapa orang yang aku jarang tunjuk aku care or sayang. Tapi ada yg dah terang lagi bersuluh aku mmg syg tp malangnya ada yg tak nampak. Kecewa? As if like they care. That's life babe.

~ Big girls don't cry but Im still crying~

Special Tribute

2009-12-07T16:40:00.001+08:00

Dear Qaseh Shafiqa...(wutever)

Selamat datang ke dunia blog...

Rajin-rajin la update ok?

Jangan buat separuh jalan...

Rajin-rajin juge komen blog aku..

tu yang penting....

Hahahaha...

Ko patut berbangga aku buat

special post tuk kau...

Bukan senang ni...

Memandangkan aku sifu kau kn?

Hahahaha.

Back-off

2009-12-07T15:59:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether I've made a wise decision by moving on. But I don't have any option. If I don't do this, I'll keep hurting my own feelings. And I think it's enuff...Shit! This is hard...totally hard. Everyone knows I can't get rid of this *****. Usaha tangga kejayaan babe..Hahahaha...

Tolonglah daku....
Ku sangat merindui mu...
Wth??!

"Oh bulan hanya dirimu yang menyaksikan segalanya..
Oh bulan tolonglah daku katakan padanya...Ku rindu dia..."

M.E.E.N

2009-12-07T13:51:00.003+08:00

::H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y::

:: L.O.V.E ::

Cake Festive

2009-12-07T13:23:00.006+08:00

Berpesta cake aku bulan 11 gn 12 nie...
Start with angah..4th Nov then Along, 22nd
Balik Kluang aritu, sambut lagi bufday angah dgn along
sekali dgn cuzin-cuzin and aunty-aunty yg bufday bln
11...cukup meriah!

December...
On 4th, bufday ghaus....
Tapi aku takde time tu...
Sob..sob..sob..
Tak bitau pun nk celebrate..hampeh!

Dan semalam...
Terkejut bila angah ckp dorg beli cake
Pelik! Bufday sape lak??
Rupa-rupanya...tuk family dinner..
Correction. Annual Grand Family Dinner 2009.
Bertambah pelik aku..tp layan jelah...
Ingatkn company jer ada annual dinner...
We had great time yesterday!

Happy Bufday to Radhi, Mak ngah, uda, mak usu, Hafiz n Hanim

Happy belated bufday to my adik, ghaus

Choc Indulgence...

Happy Belated Birthday to my Dear Pretty Fren,
Qaseh Shafiqa...(wutever)
Hahahaha...
Semoga bertemu kembali dgn cintamu syg...

Laugh Out Loud

2009-12-07T12:04:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Nothing much to write on this post...
But still feel like updating my blog...

Below is the letter wrote by my adik sedara...
7 thn kot umur dia...
Dia nk pergi mandi manda dan bersuka ria kt Gunung Lambak, Kluang..
Tapi abahnye garang..so dia dan kuncu-kuncunya menulis sebuah surat
rasmi kepada abahnya tuk dapat persetujuan...
Surat tu kemudiannya akan di serahkan kepada Mam besar (atuk)
tuk pengesahan...
Hahahahahhahaha...

"Untuk Abah
Daripada Zaleha bte Yussof
Abah boleh tak nak pergi Gunung Lambak sebab nak gembira pada hari raya aidiladha"

T.tangan
benar

(Zaleha)

Soalan tu suppose 'jawapan'...hahaha...
Unfortunately, mam besar tak bagi...mogok la masing-masing.
kelakar-kelakar....

He said "tak nak!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Mood dia tak baik time nie...
Wildan..baru 2 thn tp petah dan pandai sgt!

~ raya yang gembira~

Kurang Ajar

2009-11-30T14:19:00.000+08:00

당신은 너무 무례 하군

날 화나게 만드는 사랑

나는 당신을 미워합니다
날 두통의 원인

너무 화가

IM과 슬픔

확인을

2009-11-30T13:09:00.003+08:00

Low blood pressure
High sugar in blood
Migrain and very bad headache

Aku telah dilarang sama sekali tuk amik painkiller.
Memandangkan dah mula memberi kesan kpd
buah pinggang jadi adalah tidak bagus sama sekali yer.

Tak dpt melelapkan mata semalam
krn kesakitan yg sgt luar biasa...
Disebabkan skt hati telah naik sampai ke kepala dan
akibatnya sengsara sampai ke pagi..haih.

Thanks to ma...
Your touch did heal my headache.

Kluang's

2009-11-27T10:19:00.006+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidiladha.

Walaupun tak semeriah Hari Raya Puasa

tapi tetap diraikan walau dlm kesederhanaan..

Semoga kita mendapat manfaat dariNYA..

Im here at Kluang.

Gather with all my loved ones.

Baik, buruk, merekalah harta yg tak ternilai

di dunia ini...

~ Korban cinta tahun nie...=( ~

Otanjoubi Omedeto!

2009-11-27T10:19:00.002+08:00

22nd of November 09

Happy Belated Birthday Along!

Wishing you a great birthday...

Not just a year older but also a year better.

May this year bring with all the success

and fullfillment of your heart desires.

~semoga cepat sampai jodoh~

Shhhhhh!!!

2009-11-20T16:42:00.005+08:00

Biarkan mereka berkata-kata...
Kita takkan dapat menutup 'mulut-mulut'
mereka ini dari terus menyebarkan sesuatu yg tidak benar.
Walaupun sakit hati, biarkan sahaja..
Kebenaran ttp akan tiba...

Kepada 'dia'...
I selalu ckp kat you...you boleh dgr apa org lain ckp,
you boleh percaya apa je kwn you bg tau you tapi...
do ask me first...
kerana hanya I jer yg tau perkara sebenar...
Do something good in your life by believe in me...

Apa pun org cakap psl you, I take it but I think and then I
decide weither to believe it or ignore it...
I mungkin tak mengenali you sgt tapi tak kisah la...
Orang yg benar akan sentiasa berada di pihak yg betul..
and vice versa.

Penat nak menangkis serangan dari cerita-cerita yg tak betul ni
Macam artis lak kan...but that is life.
Tak semua org senang dgn kita, pantang nmpk kita
gembira, bahagia...mula la dengki...hmm..

~ I just wanna smile today bcuz I might cry tomorrow or maybe keep smiling~

Yesterday

2009-11-20T15:18:00.003+08:00

I am so happy
Yesterday, is one of my happiest day!
I know some people might not feeling great
But I choose to be happy
Im on the cloud nine!

My heart smile
;))
Thank you to those who
make me smile

Sometimes you don't need money to be happy
Free your heart from grudge and hatred
Live a simple life
Make your friends laugh
Cherish what you have
Give more and expect less
You'll absolutely feel happy.

Wanna share this song with you guys!
Happy by Amy Mastura..

Mari kita berganding dengan tangan
Jauhkan segala peperangan
Kita cipta irama
Di dalam melodinya
Kita nyanyi bersama

Lebih baik cinta daripada benci..
Lebih baik setia dari iri hati…
Menyanyi dan menari sesuka hati…
Janji kita!!…………………. Happy!!

Dilemma

2009-11-18T13:38:00.003+08:00

Antara wang dan juga komitmen terhadap keluarga,
mana yang lebih utama???
Aku keliru disitu...
Kemungkinan besar aku akan terlibat dengan event
Kuala Lumpur World Marching Band Competition (KLWMBC)
this coming December...
Tapi kesihatan wan membuatkan aku risau...
Takut nak tinggalkan dia sorang-sorang...
What should I do?
Demmit...I am totally in dilemma...
*sigh*

I want it back!!!!

2009-11-17T12:18:00.004+08:00

mahu mcm nie semula...

Rambut bila nak panjang nie...

Lama betul la nk tunggu...

Cepat lah sikit...

="(

~sayangilah mahkota anda~

Crush

2009-11-17T12:13:00.005+08:00

What a mystery love is,

I thought that it wouldn't happen again

But I was wrong

I'm here again writing

Writing about how I feel

I fell again

For a guy

This guy seems like no other I've met.

~ I missed you, my disease~

~anda tidak terlalu buta untuk melihat realiti~

~tho you dun have da same feelings, respect my feelings,

don't toying with my emotions~

Sharing is Caring

2009-11-17T11:51:00.009+08:00

Good friends always make life seem so much easier and better. In our busy lives, at times when you feel bogged down and isolated, it is your friends who come through or what makes a good friend?

Complete acceptance is one of the key elements in any human relationship. In case you are a good friend, you need to completely accept your friend with his/her flaws. Friendship is all about the knowing and accepting people as they are. One of the biggest test of friendship is the Dependability of a friend. Whether it is about keeping a secret, or whether it is about taking help in an emergency ?dependability is definitely an important ingredient in the friendship.

Togetherness is one of the most beautiful aspects of friendship. No matter what friends always stick together! Be it one of the dullest days of your life while you are killing time doing absolutely nothing, or one of the toughest battles of life or be it one of your most memorable moments in life like your graduation or your birthday ?friends are always with you no matter what! Unconditional support and encouragement is one of the things which friends have. Even when your friend thinks you are wrong, he/she will first try and convince you, but if that fails, rest assured that no matter which way you choose, true friends are always two steps behind!
If you look hideous in that gaudy dress you bought last week ?a true friend will always tell you so! Honesty is indispensable in any relationship. True friends who never hesitate to speak up their minds, are ready to give you a taste of the bitter truth ?but they either sugar coat it ?or help you cope with it! Often there comes a time when two friends are competing for the same thing ?at times like these ?a true friend will never get jealous but will never let a competition affect your friendship.

Often when you are feeling low or depressed, you will never have to explain it to your friend that you are feeling low. A true friend knows when you are upset. Understanding without words what is the ultimate level of good friendship. To be a good friend you need to have patience to understand your friend inside out. The mood swings, sign language, codes ?friends know it all! Friends are all this and much more friends are a helping hand, a comforting shoulder to lean on, a patient ear to listen to you and most important a warm and loving hug to embrace you!

rindu yg baju kuning tu wpn selalu menyakitkn hati.=P

memori yg tak mungkin dilupakan...='(

hawt babes!

bila mau karaoke lg nie???

si tembam muhaini, kangen deh..

my skulmates...kangen jua...

twin...hehe..

~ cherish every minute, second...you'll miss it~

True or Dare???

2009-11-16T11:15:00.001+08:00

Still remember this game? Rasanya semua pun pnh main game ni..masa sekolah lg..game ni mmg ckp popular..tp sbnrnya unfair la..if you choose true instead or dare, you still can lie!nobody gonna know whether ur confession is true or not. What's da point?

The great dare i've ever did is..during my diploma..part3..tak mungkin aku akan lupakan kenangan bodoh itu tapi bila kenang-kenang balik, bittersweet memories.=)) Syaratnya, kalau gagal utk buat, kena belanja kwn2 makan tuk seminggu..kalau sorang ok lagi, ini adalah dlm 5 org.. kayap lah aku cmtu..so aku terima cabarannya. Horror ok! Saya diarahkan tuk pergi ke kelas dgn memakai tudung ala2 indon gitu, berbaju kurung, pakai kasut sport. Nasib baik kelas mlm tp tu pun rmi kot..how's the feeling??? Tak dpt nk digmbarkn tp selamba jela tp mmg semua terkejut ar..dak lelaki klas ak marah gile...siap ugut xnk kwn la tgk ak cmtu..I said this is challenge..x sporting tol dorang ni..tp mmg malu wey..crazeeeeeeeeee!

Cabar mencabar ni kdg2 tak bagus sbnrnya...kita menguji ego seseorang. at one time, akan menyakitkan hati kita sendiri. wanna thanks sumone for accepting the challenge that given to you recently. Congrats! how i wish you came just not bcuz of the challenge but for other reason but that will never happen.

~im a broken-hearted girl at the moment~

Wiwiwiwiwi..it's holiday!

2009-11-16T10:57:00.007+08:00

Setelah berminggu-minggu mengabaikan que sera sera,
Yana kembali menulis...
Blog tak sehat mcm tuan nye jugak..
Maaflah blogger2 sekalian...
Alhamdullilah, berjaya menamatkan semester 3 dgn jayanya walaupun
last paper agak mengecewakan kerana faktor-faktor kesihatan tp dah lepas pn.
Kalau meraung pun bukan boleh dpt markah tambahan..
Im wonder what im gonna get for my risk paper...
im doing only for one hour and leave the hall.

Target tuk sem ni, harap dpt maintain 3 pointer lagi lah..
this semester is quite tough.
Senior-senior pn ramai ckp sem 3,
byk menjatuhkan pointer but being optimist,
I think not that bad. it just the matter, you want do it better or going down.
Again, its all up to you.
Only you can make a difference.
blaming other things won't make you a better person.
I always do that, my fault but accused people for making things worse for me..
Haih..i am sorry. im just human being.
Dun wanna admit my own mistakes.
Stayed at college from da first paper till my last paper. good. hehe..
Thanks to fairuz for being a gud accompany for me dear tho
you did make my head spinning with ur goreng pisang and sundae chocolate..
and of cuz..your Mr.M..
Thanks for the yam ice cream. super delicious!
You almost gave me heart attack with ur sudden ashtma attack fairuz!
Luckily ur doin okay...kalau tak dgn aku2 sekali dapat asma.
Tu semua gara-gara penangan aiskrim la.
Dah tau sejuk, mkn lagi aiskrim.
Take a good care of yourself during this sem break. Gonna miss you!

She, ana mintak maaf sgt tak dpt teman she...
Im 'rushing' on 12th tue..you know why kn syg?? hehe..
because of him, i left everyone without saying anything..
Ana bkn nk lebihkan sape2..byk hati nk kena jaga..
Sorry kalo terabaikan perasaan kwn2 sendiri sbb org lain.
ana tgh mood terkejut time tue..hahaha..
Hugs and kisses to you darl! mmuuaahh!

I finally finished pack all my belongings and leave puncak alam...
Again, wanna apologize to noor shahidah.
I didn't meant to be selfish but knowing my dad, he hate to wait!
thank you so much for helping me to settle my clearance.
I can't never thank you enuff pretty. You're my great fren ever.
Let's them talk bad about you, you know I will never let you alone.
Love you.;))

~tekanan perasaan dgn org-org yg tak boleh nak belajar menunggu nie~

~painkiller did healed my headache yet it gonna 'kill' my body slowly~

kegilaan kami menghadapi exam..hehe.

Bro Azizul...ex lecturer..masih gile spt dulu.

Aiskrim yg membuatkn fairuz asma.

operasi mencari goreng pisang.

Opss! I did it again!

2009-11-02T17:37:00.004+08:00

Ingatkan bila dah jadi student degree ni, perangai makin elok ler...
Sometimes I wonder, am I really turn to be problematic student?
Yana...yana...what is in ur head?

Im done with my first paper. Ethics. I feel bad and disappointed.
Bayang A dah jauh dr genggaman. Tapi tetap mengharapkan
keajaiban berlaku. Mungkinkah?

Semalam, Puan Tini call.
Tak terkejut pun. Rasa kelakar adalah.
This is second time lecturer call time nk exam.
Last semester, Ustazah call.
Apa sajalah perangai bdk2 degree nie...
Haih.
I did it again! Apa yg aku buat? Biarlah menjadi rahsia.
Kenakalan yg boleh mengundang kejatuhan pointer.

Get ready for my next paper which I really 'love' it. Calculation will never ever gonna be my favourite things to do. It just not my field at all. Try my best to be positive. Nothing is impossible. There's a will there's a way. Cliche but true.

"Demam"

2009-10-29T14:56:00.004+08:00

Salam. Hello!
Minggu nie dan hari2 berikutnya masing2 akan menjadi ulat buku. Memandangkan semua tgh sebok gn exam. Ramai la yg tgh 'demam' exam skrg nie.Ada yg takde gap langsung..Pity u Naz tp oklah sbb abis awal. Aku sendiri tak menyelak buku lagi..berlagak..paper 2hb..haha..tp tak relaks pn..tersangat byk masalah..
yela..yana mmg org nye bermasalah..kali ni mmg slh sendiri..Ya Allah, tak sangka sejarah berulang kembali. Adeh! This is what happen when you take something or someone for granted.
Bila dah kena kt diri sendiri baru padan muka..tak sanggup babe gua nk repeat subjek ni. 3 kdt hour kot..ckp la ctu u dulu kena mrh gn ustazah..nasib baik ustazah baik hati bg b+...

Apalah nasib kali ni..uwaaaaa...sedey ar nk ckp...sbb mmg slh sendiri! Lepas satu mslh, mslh lain lak yg timbul. hmm..Kadang2 bkn nk menyebok gn hal org lain tp sama ada kita sedar atau tidak, kita terlibat secara tdk lgsg dgn mslh tu. Hidup takleh jd selfish sgt. Biarlah org kata kita sendiri yg nk sebok tp kita tak perasan yg kita sgt diperlukan oleh orang itu sebenarnya..kita tak tau bila kita pulak akan ditimpa mslh dan kita plak yg akan mencari orang tu disaat kita sgt memerlukn seseorg. Sesusah mcm mana pun mslh atau dugaan tu , DIA maha mengetahui ape yg terbaik utk hambanya...

Good luck to all my friends! All the best! Disticntion won't guarantee you to get a better job! Make sure you really get the input from what you have learnt. Daaa~

Akon! I Love You!

2009-10-29T14:01:00.011+08:00

Konsert ni sepatutnya 2hb 7 tp telah di postponed pada 24hb 10. Nasib baik la akon tak buat perangai cm Rihanna gn Beyonce. His coming and you know wut, His awesome + energetic + coolest!! Walaupun terpaksa queue pjg nk msk tu and lama plak nk tgu dia kua..tp puas hati la..

Cuma kecewa sket sbb byk lagu dia yg popular dia tak nyanyi..Be with you, trouble maker, lonely tak kedengaran plak mlm tu. What you expect? VIP ticket only rm188! Cheaper and if you want him to sing all his songs, you have to pay more than that. Kaum dia mmg ramai la mlm tu..time nk kejar akon tu, terpegang this niger2 yg berpeluh2 tak pakai baju...Warrrggghhhh! Geli ok tp takkan nk g basuh tgn lak time tu kn?

Sangat enjoy memandangkan minggu sebelum tu penuh dgn tekanan, akon plak dtg tepat pada masanya tuk menghiburkn hatiku..huhu...

Hunny Madu & Nadia (Fly Fm)

tgh queue pjg time nie..

His crawling...

Hot star in da house!

kami sgt panas!

apelah yg nmpk..da lebih krg cm akon gak..

thanks cyg tmn i mlm tue..huhu.

Khalifah, sek7...

"Celebrity Wannabe"

2009-10-28T11:33:00.012+08:00

Date: 9/10/09

Venue: Summit Hotel, Subang

Time: 730-1100

Organizer: Kaizen Production

So much craziness + weakness but Alhamdullilah everything goes smoothly on that day. Untuk pertama kalinya aku menjadi emcee. Pengalaman yg sgt berharga wpn nervous gle ok! Thank you so much kpd semua yg support ak dr mula event ni spai la abis. This remark goes to my frens She, Min, Dyla yg mula2 nganjing2 tp kira aku sahut cabaran dorg tuk join event nie.. And my red carpet emcees Fai & Shasha, congrats...korang bgs sgt..

Alhamdulilah jugak, wpn ada buat mistake time majlis tu (rasa nk nangis tau!) tp most of the lecturers bg good comments and constructive criticism. Sampai malu nk dgr dorg duk puji2..haha..Thank you so much to Mz Hazira for the hugs and your support..

To Kaizen Productions, tanpa event korang rasanye tak mungkin aku dapat experience cmni. Apa pun org ckp, korang tau korang dah cuba yg terbaik tuk organize event ni. So congratulations!

Bersama Mz Azurra and momo, Event Director

Bersama organizer

Kaizen Productions

King of the night! His awesome!

Very lovely pals!

with en.syahril...;)

My partner, Hamdan

no title

2009-10-20T15:29:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Sesungguhnya sgt la lama tidak mengupdate blog...
Hampir melupakn seketika que sera sera ku...
Tersangat la sebok..yela..wpn bkn ak sorang je yg sebok
tp mmg tidak ada masa dan mood tuk menulis blog buat
masa ini wpn byk nk post...
maybe later...

Sebelum terlupa,
Tahniah tuk semua kwn2 ku yg akn grad x lama lg...
Istimewa dan khas ucapan ni di tujukn kepada
Rakan-rakan ku dr kos perladangan...
Perlu ke nak sebut nama setiap sorang ek?
Hahahahaha...

Tahniah tuk yg dpt ANC
Muhamad Zahid Muhamad, Farhan Azmi n Muhamad Nazmi (Bisnes)!
Bangga seyh kwn gn ANC...hahaha.
Tak lupa jgk tuk Imran, Faiq, Mike, Po'ek, Iji, Naufal, Bean, Mud, Nan...
Spe yg tak di sebut sory lah..cm x igt la plak..
To my sweetie sis, Wanie, Ad.
Who else?

Wish to join you guys but I cudn't come.
Do enjoy your graduation day.
Till next post..
Daaa~

Amukan Ombak!

2009-10-07T11:12:00.012+08:00

I'm back and writting again
Hello readers and bloggers.
Hope you guys doing good..

Mulakan bicara kita tentang 'Warna Warni Aidilfitri'. Event ni dianjurkan oleh senior k'org which is compulsory to their subject and WE also compulsory to come and join the event. Tapi takpelah event mkn2 kot. Walaupun kos lain terasa sbb event ni dorg x dijemput tapi KAMI bdk event ada sbb tersendiri. Kalau explain pn bkn dorg phm. My lec said, if you want to join then organize your own event. KAMI student event bkn keje buat event tuk uitm or kos2 lain. We learn about event and apply it when doing an event. Itu pun ssh nk phm. Tau nk condemn je. Haih.

Enough with that. Tak rugi la bgn pagi sbb event tu. Mmg mls kalo ikutkn tp support la event org. Dah lah ngantuk sbb siapkan ratu raya k'org, hunny. Tak sia2 la sbb k'org menang Ratu Raja Raya! Hoye! Hoye! Hunny looks very stunning! Ombak adalah antara group event yg underdog. K'org sem ni xd organize event. Tak bpe popular la kalo nk compare gn event group yg lain. But we love to live that way. Tak yah nk serabut2. K'org popular dlm diam kot. Hahaha. We're cool yet hot! K'org join sume xtvt aritu:

Jannah--> batu seremban - menang
Fara--> congkak - no.2
Wan,dyla gn fye--> fear factor - menang
Hunny & k@i--> wakil 3R ( Ratu Raja Raya) - menang
K@i--> sepak bulu ayam - kalah
Chel & wan--> boling kelapa - xtau
Ombak's--> menganyam ketupat -xtau

Dan keputusannya, OMBAK adalah juara keseluruhan drpd 12 group event yg ada. TERBAIK.Unexpected. Serious. Dan yg paling best, Pay won the lucky draw which bring her to Pangkor for 2 days 1 night!Hadiah lucky draw tiket percutian tu ada 2 je. Dia adalah nombor bertuah yg terakhir yg dapat. Very lucky! Congrats darling! Itu juga merupakan penutup yg sgt membuatkan k'org nampak cukup gah aritu. Bukan nk riak tp k'org plg senyap kot. So spe sangka kn? Baru sikit OMBAK 'mengamuk' tu.

With Prof. Has...

Chel pang ye hen piaoliang...haha

With our advisor yg hot...miss Ira.

Ajai, Hunny n Meen.

Saat kemenangan yg gemilang.

3 Dara Pinggitan. Syikin, Adib n Syafa.

Ratu & Raja Raya!

Hunny & K@i

The best and best and best lec ever.

Arigato!

2009-09-28T12:19:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Hari ini dah syawal yg ke-9...
Walaupun raya thn ni tak semeriah sebelum2 nie tapi...
Tetap meninggalkan memori yg cukup indah tuk di kenang...
Thanks to Nad for the great and wonderful potluck & reunion party
last week. I think most of us do have a great time during the party.
Ramai gak yg xde tp still menggembirakan.
Nanti buat lagi ok?
Rasanya tak perlu ar nk tunggu 5 thn sekali kot..hehe..

Memandangkn mostly bloggers saya

kwn sekolah sendiri,

korang confirm2 duk bercerita psl

reunion aritu kt blog msg2.

lagi2 si riena tu..

cepat aje m'update blog dia.haha..

so xyh ar cite lebey2 sgt...

tp anda makin cantik ye riena...

(wei, bg ar no alip tu) haha..

Aku nk try gak 30 days man tu..

Muahahaha...

Trm ksh ar ltk gmbr ak kt blog...

Lenkali touch up dl sblm ltk..haih..=p

Korang ttp sama...aku pn kn?
Fadil dan aku spt biasa, pantun 2 kerat x dpt di pshkn..
Rugi ko tak dgr Nad aku berbalas pantun gn fadil..
Gile! Kami masih gila2 dan havoc spt dulu...
Zaman kegemilangan x pnh berakhir..haha..
Kita tetap yg keren dan hot!

To those yg x join aritu, anda boleh dikategorikan rugi

tetapi tak pe...insyaallah panjang umur, murah rezeki

tahun dpn jumpa lagi!

Next year kalo ade lagi, aku nk bwk BF la...

Jeles ar tgk org bwk bf..hahahahaha..

Wpn terpaksa pinjam kwn sdri punya..

Muahahahhaha..

Arigato! Gracias! Xie xie!

In Demand

2009-09-25T15:19:00.002+08:00

Jangan mengeluh Yana...

Terpaksalah ku korbankan raya untuk perkara lain.
No such thing I am an excellent student.
Cuma taknak benda lagi serabut dah blk kolej nnt.
Terlalu byk perkara lain nk dibuat.
Nama pun student kn?
So complain byk2 pn xde gunanya..
Ini yg kita akan lalui...
Sama ada kita belajar atau bekerja
Akan ada halangan dan cabaran.
There's no way to evade from it.

Kalau kita rasa kita susah
Ada lagi insan lain yg lebih susah dari kita.

Dengan kemudahan yg ada,
Rasanya tak perlu nk mengeluh byk sgt.
It just the matter you wanna do it or not.

Hendah seribu daya
Tak nak seribu dalih.

Hopefully,
We can finish all the task due to dateline.
So that, we can focus to other things.
Again, the rule of thumb, Prioritze your works!
_________________________________________________

Zahid,
Sorry we can't make it today.
In fact, you didn't tell my anything.
So, mb next time.
Raya sebulan kn?

Ramadhan & Syawal

2009-09-25T13:37:00.003+08:00

Sekadar ingin berkongsi...
Ramadhan yg baru berlalu telah banyak memberi keinsafan
dan kesedaran kpdku...
Sesungguhnya DIA Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang yg
sentiasa memberi ruang dan peluang kepada
hambaNYA untuk berubah.
Tiada kata yg dapat diungkapkan untuk menyatakan
kesyukuran yg tidak terhingga
kepadaNYA diatas petunjuk dan hidayah yg diberikan.
Ya Allah...sungguh besar kuasamu..

Syawal...
Entah bila wujudnya jurang antara 'kami'.
Terasa janggal apabila berkumpul bersama.
Dimana salah dan silapnya, aku sendiri tak pasti.
Kecewa dan sedih.
Darah yg mengalir dlm tubuh kita sama tetapi
Kenapa perlu timbulnya rasa kurang senang sesama sendiri?
Berjumpa bkn untuk berpaling muka, bkn juga sekadar bertukar
senyuman tetapi kita berjumpa tuk bermesra.
Jauh bkn penghalang ikatan persaudaraan terlerai...
Antara nak dan tak nak jer...
KL dan Johor jaraknya beratus meter tetapi kita saudara
tidak perlu ada jarak dan kayu pengukur.

Selamat Hari Raya, again. =)

Idulfitri

2009-09-16T03:22:00.006+08:00

Lagi 4 hari, umat islam di seluruh dunia akan menyambut aidilfitri. Kemungkinan tuk update blog ms raya agak sukar sedikit kerana komitmen terhadap perkara lain. Jadi di kesempatan yg ada nie...(skema btl ayat aku), maaf dipinta untuk segala kesilapan yg dilakukan terhadap mereka2 yg pernah terasa hati, terguris perasaan dengan ku. Semoga ramadhan dan aidilfitri kali ini menjadikan kita lebih baik dari yg sebelumnya. Jangan ada dendam antara kita kerana sesungguhnya dendam hanya merosakkan hati.

Kepada sesiapa yg rasa2 nya ada salah dgn saya tu..x phm2 lagi ke..jgn lupa mintak maap ye? Maaf kt blog x di terima untuk 'sesetgh' dari anda. Harap paham la ye. Tapi apa pun, ku tlh memaafkn segala slh silap mereka yg penah menggores perasaan ku ini. Hahaha..

Kepada yg akan pulang ke kampung, drive carefully..sentiasa la ingat yg tersayang.. Jgn lupa baca doa sblm memulakan perjalanan. Semoga perjalanan anda diberkati dan dilindungi.

Berdating kita di tepi paya,

Dating bersama anak tok batin,

Ucapan ku Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf zahir dan batin.

Exhausted.

2009-09-11T10:52:00.007+08:00

Kepenatan dan kengantukan yg amat sgt lately nie...hari2 tdo kul 2,3 pagi..akibatnye ssh nk bgn pagi. Kt class x focus. Haih. Harap2 nye berubah la lps puasa nie. Arini nsb baik terjaga, kalau tidak ke laut lagi la aku. Kuiz pagi ni terbang begitu saja lah markah kalau x bgn td. Slept at 4 last nite...tp alhamdullilah jgk lah daya ketahanan badan agak baik.

K@i, aku tau kau akan baca entry nie. Dan aku tau kau tgh mengalami insomnia skrg. Dan kau akan ckp kau lebih teruk dari aku but I hope u'll get well soon. Suh ar Fye dodoikan kau sblm tdo. Muahahahaha..

Inilah dia rupa org tdo kul 6 pagi!

Foto-Schuss!

2009-09-08T16:40:00.016+08:00

Date: 2 September 2009

Venue: Around the faculty

Time: 1230 p.m. - 130 p.m.

Bermaaf-maafan

Asal sempat...

Bakal2 mak guard...

'Kahwin kontrak'

Kalo kau baca k@i, aku men2 je..

Ombakians.

Celah2 daun pun jadilah.

Org photo shoot raya,si eyla ni sebok propose si k@i.

ehem...haha..

Brownish girls...

Lentik jgn x lentik..haha.

Aku dikatakan model jamu mak dara.

Wth!

Thanks to one piece frontliners crew. Together we unite as one team.

TGIF

2009-09-04T02:07:00.005+08:00

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY.

Semalam adalah hari yg sgt tdk hangat!!!
Kengantukan yg amat sangat!
Tak tau la ape penyakit malas sgt nk pg kelas kul 830 bulan puasa nie..
Dugaan sungguh!
Walaupun kelas pagi smlm kelas lec yg plg best kt fak OM tp mmg xleh
nk focus lgsg!
Sgt la syg kt Pn. Kadulliah sbb bg k'org break 15 minit tuk tdo!
Then she dismiss early sbb kesian kt k'org yg mengantuk nie.
Alangkah bahagianya hidup kalau semua lecturer cm puan.
Puan Khadulliah, you are one of da best lecturer !!

Next class, also my fav lecturer, En.Latiff.
Time class ni segar plak mata aku...
Tp niat kt hati mmg nk tuang je klas kul 2 nnt.
Pe la teruk sgt perangai. Haih.
Tp alhamdullilah aku pergi jua kelas kul 2.
Kerana...ada org puji baju kita cantik arini..
Hahahaha...
Well, good motivation for you to go to da class ok?

After class, shoot g shah alam.
Ada urusan di pkns.
Rambang mata aku tgk baju raya.
Untuk raya thn nie, I spent RM 200 tuk SEPASANG baju raya!
What a waste! Tp hati dah berkenan.
Baju paling mahal aku pnh beli seumur hidup.
What to do, my mom no longer sewing.
And xde masa da nk tempah.
Baju skrg makin mahal. Sulam sana sini, dah beratus, beribu.
Jadi lelaki jugak best. Pakai lah 3 thn lps pny baju pn
Tak de siapa yg kesah.
Mcm mana la zaman kita dah ada anak nnt.
Sume benda makin mahal. Hmm...

Berbuka di Ulik Mayang, sek.7
Going back at 8 pm.
Tiring day.
Off to bed early..
Get up at 12 noon today..
Lovely friday...
Going home.
=))

Do Respect Us.

2009-09-03T02:20:00.004+08:00

Usher, READ this...=)

1. Women love to shop. It is the one area of the world where they feel like they're actually in control.

2. Women especially love a bargain. The question of 'need' is irrelevant, so don't bother pointing it out. Anything on sale is fair game.

3. Women never have anything to wear. Don't question the racks of clothes in the closet; you 'just don't understand'.

4. Women need to cry. And they won't do it alone unless they know you can hear them.

5. Women love to talk. Silence intimidates them and they feel a need to fill it, even if they have nothing to say.

6. Women need to feel like there are people worse off than they are. That's why soap operas and Oprah Winfrey-type shows are so successful.

7. Women don't need sex as often as men do. This is because sex is more physical for men and more emotional for women. Just knowing that the man wants to have sex with them fulfills the emotional need.

8. Women can't refuse to answer a ringing phone, no matter what she's doing. Unless you are someone she not interested to talk to..=P

9. Women don't understand the appeal of sports. Men seek entertainment that allows them to escape reality. Women seek entertainment that reminds them of how horrible things could be.

10. If a man goes on a seven-day trip, he'll pack five days worth of clothes and will wear some things twice; if a woman goes on a seven-day trip she'll pack 21 outfits because she doesn't know what she'll feel like wearing each day.

11. Women do NOT want an honest answer to the question, 'How do I look?'

12. PMS stands for Pre-menstrual syndrome. Hey, guys should know this.

13. Women will spend hours dressing up to go out, and then they'll go out and spend more time checking out other women. Men can never catch women checking out other men; women will always catch men checking out other women.

14. The most embarrassing thing for women is to find another woman wearing the same dress at a formal party. You don't hear men say, 'Oh-my-GOD, there's another man wearing a black tux, get me outta here!'

Thank you for reading this entry. Sharing is caring.

OMBAK!

2009-09-02T16:05:00.013+08:00

COMING SOON.

Da word 'ombak' come from "om hebak"...=)

Top Management

Fidin, Pay, Wan, Mira, Meen

Marketing

Jannah, Ct, Anip, Syafa, Zuria

Human Resource

Fath n Fara

Program Development

Adib n Azie

Logistic

Honey, Yana, Chel, Fira, Dyla n Kai

SPONSORSHIP

Ajai, Fye, Eyla n Syikin

p/s: Azie and Anip no more ombak crew but both of you still remain as part of ombak's.
Good luck with wutever that you do.

Listen

2009-09-02T14:26:00.004+08:00

This 4 magic words can help you to support the person that need you when they are in trouble or they seek for your attention. "It's not your fault". When a woman is expressing her upset feelings she can support a man by pausing occasionally to encourage him by saying, "I really appreciate your listening, and if this sounds as if I'm saying it's your fault, that's not what I mean. It's not your fault."

Just the other day my friend called me and talked about difficult experience that she was going thru with her bf. As I listened I kept remembering that to support my friend, I didn't have to give her any solutions. She needed someone just to listen. After a while of just listening and occasionally saying things like, "oh yeke", "oh", she then said, " thank you kak." I feel so much better". Simple. But if you don't feel like listening to your friends prob might as well you tell her/him your bz or watever reason cuz at the end of conversation you will feel like blaming her/him for telling you something that unnecessary.

Now we look at what is the art of listening. I am not teaching you comm. subject but this is things that we should know. As a man learns to listen and interpret a woman's feelings correctly, comm becomes easier. This art requires practice. Although listening is an important skill to practice, some days a man is too sensitive or stressed to translate the intended meaning of her phrases. At such times he should not even attempt to listen. Instead he could kindly say, "This isn't good time for me. Let's talk later". Dun leave her just like that.

When misunderstandings arise, remember that we speak different languages, take the time necesssary to translate what your partner really means or wants to say. This is definitely takes practice, but it is well worth it.

If you have these kind of thoughts:
" Ni bkn mslh aku, knp lah ak kena dgr"
" Dia ni x abis2 cari aku, da xde org lain ke"

Yeah, you might feel he/she really bug you and never let you breathing. But you never know, one day you might be in their shoes. Think. How was the feelings of making someone happy and he/she happy bcuz of you? Don't be so stingy in giving people part of your kindness bcuz you will get back in return. ;)

I knew it...

2009-09-01T12:52:00.002+08:00

Hello my silence reader...
You definitely know who you are...
Thank you for spending your time
viewing and reading my blog...
Kindly appreciated.
Hahaha...

Someone can't keep it the secret
and let me know...
I know you and you know me...
Thanks alot.
=))

Maafkan Kami...

2009-08-28T00:00:00.016+08:00

Miss Hazira, Event Advisor

Miss...
Sorry...
We never meant to hurt and break your heart...
Maybe this is the process of learning for both of us...
Maybe we are still in a proses of 'knowing' each other...
We are your first event group and that is
the sentimental value between us...
We appreciated everything that you've done for us.
Your time, your touch, your advices.
Sorry that we make your love towards Ombak faded.
Truly sorry...

We love you...

She's crying...

She's speechless.

'SORRY'

Gadis-gadis Ombak.

Ayu.

Boleh tahan bodyguard 2 org tue...

Rasa Memiliki

2009-08-27T01:39:00.002+08:00

Khas kpd peminat Khalil Gibran..

Cinta yang terbatas menuntut rasa memiliki
dari Sang Kekasih,
tetapi cinta yang tak terbatas hanya
menuntut dirinya sendiri.

Good Girl Gone Bad

2009-08-26T14:13:00.003+08:00

I am not myself anymore.
I've changed!
Totally change.
This is not what I wanted to be.

Im trying to find 'myself' back.
What used to be “good days” are now filled with dismay.
Tomorrow comes, and then again, it goes
All I’ve ever wanted was something to live for
I don’t want to be this 'bad girl' anymore.
I've been busy concern about others feelings
I wish I could go back and redo everything
I've fought to become who I am and what I want to be
I've to remind my self that one day, I will be free.

I do feel that I am useless, sometimes
Yes it is.
I do what Im not suppose to do
Just because Im afraid that
Im gonna hurt the other side.
Regardless my own feelings.
And by doing this,
My thoughts only get more complicated and deepen.

I need to be free
So I can see all I can see
I don't want to be locked up
I think I had enuff with myself.
I can't bear anymore.

Rahasia-rahasia

2009-08-25T23:40:00.004+08:00

Hatiku, jagalah rahasia cintamu dan
sembunyikanlah rahasia itu dari mereka
yang melihat.

Dan engkau akan memperoleh nasib yang
lebih baik.

Mereka yang mengungkapkan rahasia
dianggap sebagai orang bodoh;
kesunyian dan kerahasiaan sungguh
jauh lebih baik dari orang yang
jatuh cinta.

Nukilan: Khalil Gibran.

Merdekakah Kita?

2009-08-24T12:36:00.005+08:00

7 days more to go then Malaysia's will celebrate the 52th independence day.

Kalau ckp psl merdeka nie, of course lah time sekolah plg best! Koir! Tu jela aktiviti yg aku join dan aktif. Ketar lutut ke menggigil ke, nak tak nak nyanyi jela Yana. Bkn men payah lg kalau nk suh ak nyanyi solo kt atas pentas. Haha. And bila merdeka nie, kenangan time sekolah adalah yg plg di ingati. Thanks Nad! Garang kot Nadia jd leader time tu. Hahaha.. Cikgu Jason antara org yg berjaya pengaruh aku nyanyi time tu..tu pun sbb duet gn Amirul. Kalau tak, jgn harap lah.. Anxiety disoder la jwbnya. Walaupun koir k'org biasa2 je tp sgt seronok. Terasa lah semangat patriotik tu ada dlm diri. Masa tu budak lg. Tak ssh nk pupuk jiwa patriotik tu berbanding dgn skrg.

Zaman makin moden, fikiran kita semua mmg 'terlebih' moden. Negara dah merdeka 52 thn, ttpi moden dr segi apa? Pakaian? Dari segi pakaian kita mmg dah sama taraf je gn barat. Lg dasyat pun ada. Makanan? Minuman? Nie yg plg hebat. Kita terlalu moden sampai halal gn haram pn dah x tau nk beza.. Kalau ditegurkan, ckp kita ni kolot,ulu. Oh ok? Lagu? Movie? Rasanya tak perlu nk diterangkn lg..korang bleh pikir dan nilai sendiri kot. =) Aku bkn lah nk ckp aku ni patriotik gile babas kn tp at least masih ada budaya dan adat resam dulu2 yg aku x pnh lupa. Tapi bila aku buat, org ckp aku 100thn ke belakang. Whatever! Mindset kita nie kena ubah. Kalau dah merdeka 100thn pn tp pemikiran kita masih mentah...hmm..pikir dan renungkan lah..

Relevankah kita dengan bangganya menyatakan kita sememangnya 'merdeka'? Buktikan kita seorang Malaysia yg benar-benar merdeka.

Happy Independence Day !

For My Bruno!

2009-08-21T17:51:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Fairuz!

Always cute like Bruno!

ngeh...ngeh...

Nothing much I can say...

BSUBSICUSUB

Hahaha...

Pinjam ayat fye jap...

U love BLUE.

I love PINK.

U love SPICY.

I love SWEET.

?????

U love 'HIM'

I love 'HIM' too..

Muahahahaha..

Geng Ninja Turtle.

Apa saja lah gaya aku...

Tak ckp lg sorang..muhaini..

Gambar terbaik!!!!!!!

I love you...;)

Life !@#$%^&*!

2009-08-21T17:26:00.003+08:00

Salam...
Dimulakan dgn serangkap pantun...

Dari Mekah kita ke Sudan,
Selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan.
(versi formal)

Mai pi Penang mkn laksa,
Selamat berpuasa!
(versi catchy)

Kalau ada yg rasa2 nya nk bls pantun, silakan..;))
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I wish things would be easy, and that life would please me
Seeing people smile, making things worth while...
People see me laugh and they think I'm happy,
Well, I feel crappy not happy!
I hide my sadness behind laughs and smiles
To make people believe, I have to go miles
My family and friends keep me breathing
Their happiness and joy is somehow healing
Before I start fasting, I feel like cursing
Life somehow, sometime, Sucks!

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Harapnya, Ramadhan kali nie dpt menjadikan kita insan yg lebih tabah dan sabar..
Menjadikan kita manusia yg lebih kuat. Kuat dari segi mental. Lemah fizikal, mudah mencari penawarnye tapi lemah mental, tiada yg faham dan mengerti.

PPKP

2009-08-16T14:01:00.004+08:00

My weekend is in Puncak Alam this week. Spent the whole day, saturday and sunday (half day) attended this compulsory program. I can guarantee majority or perhaps 95% attend this program to avoid them facing Raja Suzana...ngeh..ngeh..=P But the good thing is, I love PPKP! This PPKP...don't laugh.. I like the input, the topic that they are trying to foster in students and they tried to change the perception, mindset of students regarding few matters. I love Mz.Azura too!

Normally, you can't avoid all these saying...

" Eleh, sekejap jela kau berubah, lps tu sama je.."
" Dorang nie tak abis2 topic yg sama, mcm ar student x reti nk bljr.."

Ekin's right. You have a good point there. Orang melayu mmg mcm ni ke? Prejudice? Discrimination? Tipulah kalo aku sendiri tak pnh ada fikiran yg cmtu, but then, kalo kita sedar, kita ubah. Don't limit yourself to make a changes which is make you a better person. Yes, it might be difficult to adapt to the new enviroment, to new 'you' but you never know the result, the effectiveness unless you give it a try. No pain no gain. Cliche but that's how you learn. Either you realize or not, all the bad thought on your mind, if you try to change it, it will impress you when it turn to something great or good. If vice versa, nvm, slowly take it that as a phase or learning. We just human being. So many flaws. We are not perfect. We can't be anyone else, but we can be a better person.

Yesterday I'd say, I had a great Saturday though Im fucking exhausted due to lack of energy. Slept at 5'oclock on friday, woke up at 830. Late half an hour for "ceramah session". Luckily Raja Suzana is not there when we arrived. Haha.LDK start at 1030 - 400. As usual introduce yourself is the part which I hate the most. Aku tak ckp popular lg ke? Hahahaha..Lalala~

Without I noticing, I think I had talent to be a good a actress. Hahaha. Usher, what do you think? Hehe.
We need to do activity wic called, 'role play' and the topic is about culture in Malaysia. Choose one state and tell whatever that you know about their culture to your audience. There you go, Datin Yana in the house. Im so damn funny ok?! Before that our group name Pluto! Wtf?! Haha. We chose Penang. So, aku jd Datin yg kaya. Rantai emas tu kebetulan Dila bwk, labuh spai dada ok? Handbag ak lak aritu color gold, sgt lah kebtln.
Talking craps, but I presumed the audience love it although it just only 4 mins. Dila mmg senget ar. Org duk ckp Penang, dia bleh lak tiba2 ckp Kelantan. Wakakaka. What a great experience. First time berlakon n btl2 m'hayati watak. Haha. Other groups nye performance pn not bad. Usher, ko mmg selamba ar. Org duk glk2, ko leh lek nyanyi lg. Neway, Usher is my new fren n he has blog. Welcome Usher. Your blog is so darn cool!

What else I learnt yesterday? Hmm..the strength character that you have. Despite 8 character that has been listed, I go for 'Berkualiti'. Berkualitikah? I am a quality person on earth. :) Cett! Im not full of myself. There are certain traits which I believe that's make me a quality person as well as priceless! Statement berani mati! So what? ;) Saya gadis melayu yg tipikal. I used to say that. Cause I know myself more than anyone else do.

Let's wrap up. I just wanna say, Im loving all the activities and sessions, new friends that I just knew it. Mereka sgt hebat dan ada kelebihan yg tersendiri. They are brave to voice out their opinion. Sharing experience, information. Good luck and let's pray for the best. I hope that so many good things will come and flourish you guys life!

HAPPY SUNDAY!

Beautiful Broken

2009-08-15T00:30:00.004+08:00

There’s something in my heart which I’m going to tell. It’s about the feelings I have long kept well. It’s also about time to release my emotions.Your memories makes me feel empty, crazy and blue..how I wish we have the same point of view. *sigh*.. I still find hard to comprehend wut I felt towards you. Everything that you say seems to slip right away, everything that you do, makes my heart beat anew, the things I wish I could say, I can't spit out. I am worn out. I have no choice but accept the reality. Though it hurts, I have to face the truth. Someday, I know I will soon recover. From the heartaches I get, so don’t you bother. I will be over you, sooner or later. Time will come.

To love is to sacrifice.
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Then she says te amo
then she put her hand around me waist
I told her no,
She cries Te amo i told her im not gonna run away but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldnt somebody tell me what she said
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means I love you
Dont it mean I love you
-Rihanna, Te Amo-

3 Words, 8 Letters

2009-08-11T23:13:00.006+08:00

I'm sorry for being so emotional...
But knowing me, that's normal...

Tolong jangan buat I marah...
Ianya membuatkan I jd seorang yg teruk...
I cakap benda yg menyakitkan hati wpn...
I x bermaksud mcm tue...
In fact, I feel bad saying those words to you...
It's not easy to control your anger; serious.

I am sorry.
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True friendship is a gift
So precious and so rare
Sometimes we take it for granted
Sometimes we do despair

Malam Gila

2009-08-11T17:27:00.003+08:00

Let's talk something funny and happy.
Okay, since Dila da sehat nie, dia da kembali 'beraksi'.
Kami gelak dari kul 12 sampai 2 pagi...
Memang gile! Dengan aku2 sekali masuk air mlm td.
Hari-hari pun aku rasa aku masuk air..
Sebelum kul 12 tu mood aku slow sikit...
Mood paranoid time tu...
I really need to overcome this stupid feelings.
We started with kugiran 60'an...
Slow down jap ngan lagu laluna..
Then buat video klip lagu terlanjur cinta...
Di teruskan lagi dengan rock & punk.
Gitar dan rambut memainkan peranan.
Meen can't stop laughing.
Sampai keluar airmata tue...
Apa kena tah semalam...pd hal esk ada quiz..
Senang hati...bergumbira tepuk tangan ramai2.
Video terlalu 'esklusif' tuk di upload...
Tiada aksi 18sx tp tdk sesuai tuk tayangan umum.

Diam kejap. Berehat.
Ingatkan dah xde lagi gelak ketawa tp...
Boleh sambung lagi..tp
Tak buat show dah...
K'org msk air tang lain plak..
Haih..pe nk jd lah..
That's life...
Banyak ketawa pun x bgs sgt...hati mati...
Tapi biar ketawa dari menangis...=))

Fuming

2009-08-11T16:32:00.003+08:00

Ya allah...sabarkan lah hati aku nie..
Kalau ikutkan hati yg tgh mrh sgt ni, xtau nk ckp lah...
Ikut hati mati, so secara yg terbaik, diam tp still tak boleh
nak tahan rasa marah yg tgh bergelodak dlm jiwa nie..
Istigfar byk2 Yana...
Aku nak jadi manusia yg kuat, yg mampu menahan rasa marah.
Tapi kita hidup dijadikan dengan perasaan dan emosi, kadang2 tu
tak mampu nak lawan.. But I try to control my emotion.
Take a deep breath. That's the way girl.

Hey 'yg disana'..knp la suka sgt menguji kesabaran I?
Dan kenapalah setiap kali I kena terima apa aje yg you buat?
I pun ada hati dan perasaan.
Ada ketikanya I tak mampu nak bersabar dengan you ni...
Dan I xtau kenapa I perlu bersabar melayan sikap you yg sgt lah
menyakitkan hati...
Pada you benda tu xde lah besar mana pun dan x perlu nak di perbesar2 kan
Tapi, you x penah nampak apa kesannya...
The effort? Time? Feelings?
You always make things complicated. You know that!

Enuff said. I'm sorry though I'm not the one who suppose to say this. End.

Fenomena

2009-08-09T17:58:00.002+08:00

Im 'home'. Sebelum blk td, byk kali jgk ma tny, "are sure are u ok?" " x dmm ke? ". Im not 100% in a good condition but im pretty well right now. So mom, don't worry, your princess know how to take care herself. (^_^). Let's start with this 'lucky girl' story. hehe.. In my previous post I did mentioned I don't seat for my quiz but I got news that night said that, "quiz x jd, next week". Yipee! What a 'wise' and great decision i've made that day! At times, my insticnt never go wrong. People might said, 'eleh, nasib je tu'. Say whatever that you wanna say. Another 'lucky' story is Modul. Rasa cam nk nangis pun ada bila d'org bitau, ari sabtu ad modul. Aku da kt Shah Alam, nk otw blk umah. Cam membuang masa dan tenaga sbb esk pagi kena blk puncak semula. Whatever uitm. Is not us who are not alert with the current info or news but please don't do things last minute. Yana, yana..syik nk slhkn orang lain je. But again, I received another good news. Modul x jadi! I loveeeeeeeeee to hear that.
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Masih lagi orang suka bercerita ttg H1N1. Frankly speaking, I really hate this virus! It makes me paranoid and phobia! On saturday, I suddenly sick. I don't know what happen but I feel very weak. Ckp dgn ma nk g clinic check then she said, 'alah, dmm bese je tu..g mkn ubat'. Tapi paksa jgk dia bwk g clinic. 1001 rasa sblm nk spai clinic tu. Hmm...nasib baik doc ckp xde pape. Doctor tu sgt ensem ok?! Bilalah fenemena H1N1 ni nak berakhir. Tolonglah berhenti dari mereka/mencipta/membuat benda yang membunuh manusia!

No Surprise

2009-08-07T13:01:00.005+08:00

I don't wanna take mandarin quiz. Noktah.
Sorry laoshi, but my body, my health condition
doesn't allow me to seat for the quiz.
I need to be pampered. Say whatever that you wanna say.
When i sick, im very spoilt.
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Rindu muhaini.
Kena adakan "meeting".
Lots of things need to be discuss.
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Im going home
To the place where I belong.
No more surprise.

Heart to Heart

2009-08-07T03:02:00.008+08:00

To YOU. No one else.

I am truly sorry for being annoying

I'm sorry for enable to stop talking

I'm sorry I called you like 100 times!

I'm sorry I asked you the same question for like 2,3 times a day!

I'm sorry for being such a busy body, asking you silly question.

I'm sorry I tell you every single things that happen in my life

Kinda weird but I've no idea why is that.

If you were about to ask me, I'd say

I don't know. I just wanna tell you.

You're not my best listener.

While I'm talking, you talk to your friends.

You're not my best advisor.

But when you say things, even one sentence,

It brings a very deep meaning to me.

Though you're not the best person,

One thing I want you to know,

I don't wanna lose you!

This is the real me though I know, I annoys you so much.

How I wish I could stop from doing all that

I really wish I could.

Are you spell on me?

Just kidding.

Sorry..know you're not.

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I just can’t comprehend
Why we’ve always turned our backs
On the helpless and the needy
While at life, like a treasure, they grasp

The Truth

2009-08-06T19:53:00.004+08:00

The truth it can be hurtful but the truth is never wrong and those who cannot accept the truth mentally cannot grow strong. The truth can also be ruins, pain. Life is not an acting class, it's neither a fairytale. I'm trying to get my anger out. It's not the matter you're now turn to 'someone' else but this is the matter of love. Because we are friend for about a years, thats why I care so much about you. I failed to be your good friend. I do admit that but again I think at this age you should be more matured. Boleh menilai mana kaca mana permata. I don't want our friendship to finish, I still want it to be true but you went the wrong path. We tried to bring you back and start all over from the scratch but you act like you know what you're doing and "I am right". Sorry but you're not!

When you read this, it might sound like I'm writing to my boyfriend but this person I'm writting to is a friend of mine. A good friend of mine to be exact. For as long as i have known you, you've always been my friend but please, do love yourself first before you start love others. WE LOVE YOU more than you know pretty. Sayang seribu kali sayang. You seems so blind to see that.

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You have friend.
That friend you called your kin
Should turn his/her back on you and dare to call you 'foe'
Do you forgive all faults or curse that friend to hell?
That's friendship anyway,a complex word indeed.

More not Less

2009-08-06T00:35:00.003+08:00

I am getting stress with the connection and limited access here.
Holy crap! Cannot do my assignment since the line so bad and we cannot get the information from any other sources. Library not exist yet. Not at the moment. Arrrggghhhh! How im gonna finish up my asgmnt. I need to submit this friday. With this swine flu..really spoilt my mood to do anything.

Nak seribu daya, kalau dah xnk tu seribu,sejuta alasan..

Paranoia

2009-08-05T15:20:00.004+08:00

Lots of troubles, but the world seems at peace. At least to me it does. Yet something feels off...maybe it is just my imagination, maybe I should just shrug if off, it feels as if something bad is coming,and ignoring it would be the best thing...right? What would you do...if you felt something coming,but it would ruin your good mood...is it worth it? What if something really was going to happen. You know that feeling....
When your heart beats in your throat? When you fear that its unnerving.And your mind begins to float? Is saving your good mood worth being unprepared when danger strikes..or are you just being paranoid?

Dyla's

2009-08-04T00:56:00.004+08:00

To my freaky and adorable friend, Dalila Salim,

Get well soon babe!

We missed 'YOU'..

Dunia k'org sepi tanpa aksi-aksi darimu...

Good to know that ur free from H1N1.

Though you have all the symptoms.

Kalo ko bebas, k'org gak yg selamat. Haha. Kidding.

We need to postponed the vacation..nvm.

Biarlah semua tenang dan selamat dulu.

Mad

2009-08-04T00:19:00.008+08:00

Haih! Marah sgt hati skrg! Sometimes, well I think most of the time, UiTM not that really 'di hatiku'... Policies dorang ni kdg2 cm **** gile! Ingat k'org nie mutant ke? Kalau nk compare cara belajar zmn tun razak gn skrg mmg la jauh bezanya tp tu dulu. Nowadays, things changed! The exact number of stairs not 384 but 218. Aku kira kot gn dyla. Tak puas hati pny psl. 384 tu tangga 16 tgkt kt fakulti. NO more buses provide for students. Wut the heck?! Fine aku g clas nek keta tp kdg2 aku naik tangga jgk. Xde ar berlagak sgtkn? Tapi cmne gn yg xde keta tu? Yg tak larat nk naik tangga tu. Aku yg sehat, yg slim ni pn mengah, semput naik tangga, apetah lagi la yg bermasalah?

Puasa tak lama je lagi. UiTM nak produce 'model' ke? Ni yg rs nk jd mpp ni... tak paham la kdg2 gn dorang sume nie. Kasihanilah kami ni sket. Hmm..nak tulis lebey2 kang takut kena ban plak. Till next post.

Successful Spendthrift!

2009-07-30T12:19:00.001+08:00

Yeay! Way to go girl! Shopping dan wanita mmg la tak dapat dipisahkan. Sama la jgk bola dan lelaki. Fair and square kan?Im not goin to talk bout football. Im spent RM300++ and I got 17 items + hidden cost? How's that? Shopping kt butik x mgkn la bleh dpt 17 brg kn? Tempat xde la cikai sgt Times gn Sg.Wang je pun. Tapi pedulik ape kn? Janji puas hati and byk brg bleh dpt. Shopping tmpt mahal2 dpt setakat 2,3 brg...2, 3 bulan lps tu buang. Sangat membazir. I am not Miss Expensive. Haha. Selagi boleh dpt murah dan kualitinya bgs dan lebih krg je dgn yg branded knp nk kena pk 2, 3 kali kn? Haih. Berapa byk 2, 3 daaaa..Okay2..I list out what I bought yesterday.

3 Bag
3 Kasut
3 Belt
3 Helai baju
1 Perfume
Make-up
Aksesori

Bila duk kira2 smlm baru perasan byk btl 3. Belanja RM300, dengan jumlah brg yg dibeli kebykknnya 3, blk pukul 3. Waaaa..what a coincedence. Nasib je smlm tgh syok2 shoppin, time tu jgk nk kena period pain, so blk la awal. Kalau tak, taktau nak ckp lah. Seronok betul membeli belah sorang2. Aman. Tapi sonok jgk kalau ada orang teman but for sure bkn lelaki lah. Nie nak kena shopping buku teks pule. Oh no! Bila buku je kedekut. Mana lah Tuhan tu tak kedekut nak bg ilmu kt kau Yana! Haih. Settlekan yuran kolej. Ada jgk yg merempat kang. Duit kelas lagi. Ish, ingat nie zaman sekolah ke? Tapi budak Event mmg byk pakai duit. What to do. Kenapalah bapak aku bukan PM. Huhu~ Duit tu "menteri kewangan" tak mintak lagi. He don't even know. Sorry Along. Sem ni tukar menteri. Mom. Along promise to buy me a new wallet. Yeay! Yeay! Tu pun puas merayu. Oh ya..tak jadi blk awl sbb Puan Dekan tiba2 tak bagi pule jadi volunteer. Bagus jgk. Byk lagi keje lain nk buat.

"Kenang Daku Dlm Doa&Mimpumu"

2009-07-30T12:15:00.004+08:00

" Hey, u remain the same"

" Kenapa kau makin gelap, kau berkebun ke ape?" <-- Hate this one!

" Lama tak jumpa, makin c_ _ _ _ k skrg " (malu nak ckp) haha.

" Yana, bila nak gemuk nie?"

Ini adalah ungkapan2 yg diterima beberapa minggu, bulan yg lepas. Sedap ke x sedap didgr ke, tu belakang cite ar. Pe yg cuba di sampaikan di sini adalah, saya sgt terharu ye sbb ada antara orang2 yg masih mengingati yana, yg notice dgn perubahan ke atas yana walaupun dah 3,4 tahun tak jumpa. Konduktor bus pun still ingat aku lagi. Terima kasih la diatas ingatan anda itu. Ni bkn cite koya tp pada aku ianya sesuatu yg indah utk di kenang. Listen to Padi, Sesuatu yang indah. Kepada semua yg memberi teguran tu, thank you. ;)) Till next post. Bye. Love.
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Next week ada kuiz Mandarin. Matilah. Dah lah x pnh msk kelas lagi. Buku pun xde. Chapter 1 pun taktau ape. Naz, u kena tolong I. Lec tu mst bls dendam la tu sbb tak pegi kelas dia. First class tak pegi standard ar. Baru first class dia nk buat kuiz dah. Sawan ke ape. En. Latip pun bkn main nk buat kuiz juge. Assignment satu pun blm ada lg. Tup2 nak buat kuiz terus. Spoilt mood cuti i tau. =(

"Dia Aku Punya"

2009-07-29T10:02:00.005+08:00

Sailang? Propa? What the heck with all these words? Back stabber? Kawan mkn kawan?Sakit hati ke kalau orang yg kita suka kena rampas? Pe la bijak sgt soklan yg aku tny nie?Well, kalau sakit hati pun bkn boleh buat ape. Dia yg kita suka tu bkn hak milik kekal.Dah byk sgt yg aku tgk, aku dgr dari kwn2 aku kes2 yg cmni. This is my personal opinion, yeah, it might hurts you very much and deeply the one that you love falling for your bestie/enemy/friend. But look into that again, love is not something that you can force or coerce. "Kau ckp pandai ar yana, x kena kt kau lagi". Memang. But take things in a optimis way. I think I am okay if someone that I love fall for my friend. Of course, at first everything will be ackward and you will feel uncomfortable with the 'new' relationship. To be honest, it will 'shock' me a bit but I have to accept his not meant for me. And like it or not I have to learn to adapt to the situation. Hati mana tak rasa sakit dan sedih. Bullshit ar kalau tak rasa semua tu.

Bertepuk sebelah tangan takkan berbunyi. Mungkin apa yg dia cari x ada kat kita. Ada kat orang lain. Malangnya, orang tu kwn kita sendiri. How to handle it? Nak marah? Sampai bila? Kalau mengamuk pun, dia akan syg kita ke? So biarlah dia tentukan sendiri pilihan dia. Aku pernah rasa di labelkan sbg 'perampas'. Dari sekolah sampai skrg. Masalahnya takde plak aku gn 'jejaka2' yg kononnya dikatakan aku rampas tu. Nak jugak popular cam Fasha Sandha. Ahakz! Whatever that you do, NAWAITU tu penting. Tak salah ngan siapa kita nk berkawan. Kalau dah tau orang tu bf membe kita, rasanya korang paham2 sendiri ar tapi soal hati dan perasaan nie, susah nak ramal. Kalau dah suka jugak cmne? Lu pikir ar sendiri. Kadang2 kita da aim, usha orang tu lama tp tup2 dia suka kt membe kita sendiri. Siapa tak panas kn?Tapi kalau orang tu sekadar anggap kita kawan je, rasanya xde sbb tuk korang nak marah or mengamuk tak tentu pasal. Cemburu tu takpe. Saya seorang yg SANGAT cemburu! Berpada-pada lah. Berfikir dengan bijak dan bertindak dengan cermat pasti selamat.

Like Monica & Brandy said, "The boy is mine". Siapa cepat dia dapat. Tapi kalau suami, tu kes lain ok? Nak try rampas suami aku? Kiss my ass! Kalau ada siapa2 yg terasa pasal isu ni, sorry! Life is too short to waste it, so live life to the max! Kalau jodoh tak ke mana...paling jauh pun UiTM Puncak Alam. Hahahahaha.. ;))

M goin back tomorrow. Joining Selangor Music Festival as volunteer. Again. Ada can masuk paper lagi tak agak2 kali ni ek? Haha. Listening to Up by the saturdays cause I miss someone. Thanks to 'YOU'. Im lovin' da song. "Up to the 'situasi' ". Double meaning. Get into it.

IM SORRY!

2009-07-28T12:57:00.005+08:00

27th of July

Dear sweetie,

Donna, orang minta maaf sgttt!

Bukan sengaja terlupa birthday donna.

No wonder donna call smlm...

Sorry...

Sumpah, orang rasa bersalah sgt.

Okay2, donna boleh claim hadiah ngan orang.

Happy Belated Birthday Sayang..

Sayang kamOo...=)

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For the upcoming birthday just in case I forget, it's better to wish in advance.

31st of July

Hey handsome,

Happy Birthday!

I miss you nuqman. :)

31st of July

Fairuz Izyana Ayub

Hey babe, Happy Birthday!

Watsup? Lama x dgr citer..

Truly Hot!

2009-07-28T12:49:00.004+08:00

These person really turn me ON. I love the movies. Naz, kenapa lah u delete Supernatural. Agak-agak u rajin x nak download blk. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =( U burn dlm cd nnt i beli ar.. Nak beli ori, kedekut ar..nk download sendiri, lama sgt.

Anak2 pakcik Winchester

So 'into' me.

She's hot!

STOP!!!

2009-07-27T13:18:00.005+08:00

5 Perkara yang anda rasa anda patut berhenti melakukannya:

1. Yana, tolong la berhenti dari menarik rambut anda!!!!!!!! Habit ni sgt ssh utk dihentikan. Tunggu masa botak je kepala aku nie..haih.

2. Yana, tolong la berhenti dari telefon orang. Kaya sgt ke kau nie?

3. Yana, tolong lap dulu tangan anda sebelum pegang plug. Nie lg satu habit aku yg pelik. Kau nak mati cepat ke? Tapi aku mmg x pnh rs tkt. Tak kena lagi berani la ckp kn.

4. Yana, tolong la berhenti dari menjaga tepi kain orang. X payah la nak sebok psl kwn org lain. Org xde nk sebok psl kau dan kwn2 kau pun. Saya mmg seorang yg mengambil berat, so what?

5. Yana, tolong la kalau bercakap tu perlahan sikit. Hello! Kang kalo aku ckp perlahan, korang x dgr, aku ckp kuat, korang ckp, aku nk bitau satu dunia. So cmne?

Naz, nad, c-kin, riena, iena...tolong buat ye.

Missing

2009-07-27T13:15:00.004+08:00

Read back old messages from my inbox. God! I missed the old you...The sweet, caring side of you.. I know you're not always going to be exactly the same person Sunday through Saturday, January through December ... and neither am I. All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed. Nor can we erase a single word we've said - yesterday is gone! But there's certain things that make me sad. I don't like the way you treat me now, the way you act, the way you try to evade from me.You are visibly gone when I need you the most. My calls are unreturned, and my msgs are not being responded to.Nevertheless, I feel hurt and insulted by your behavior. I feel that you take advantage of my soft feelings for you!I want you to understand that all the caring and bonding between two people should be mutual and not for the convenience of one person at the cost of the other.

Loving you I don't know if i was smart.

Rock Your Life!

2009-07-27T12:44:00.002+08:00

Hari ini hari ape ye? Isnin? Ya ampun, bila nak hari Ahad? I can't wait any longer. Mom,I know you the happiest person on earth when I told you, "Ma, Uitm tutup seminggu". Guess what, she asked me back, "bila JPN nk ttp semggu plak?". O_o . Memulakan rutin harian mlm jumaat lps. Cook simple meals but delicious. =) Dan rutin-rutin biasa keesokan harinya.

Hari sabtu yg agak membosankan. Angah kerja, Along pergi memancing, Ma and Abah, pergi mn ntah. Asyik merayap jer dorang ni. Jojo? Budak tu lg ssh nk melekat kt rumah. Wan jela yg sentiasa ade. Yela, takkan dia nk merayau pulak. Ingat kan along sekadar amik angin je tp dia bwk blk ikan yg sgttttttt besar! Waaaa!!! Cam x percaya pun ada. He said, "Abah, ni hadiah tuk abah"...

24th of July 09

Happy Belated Birthday Abah!

You turn 53!

Stay young and healthy.

I LOVE YOU.

Malam tadi celebrate bufday abah sekali gn akim. Kesian adik aku sorang tu, demam pulak. Along bought tiramisu cake, big apple and satay. Mom cooked ikan 3 rasa. Perasaan yg sgt bahagia semalam. Gambar akan di upload lambat sikit. Walaupun tak suka dgn cuti tiba2 ni tapi hargailah setiap detik dengan penuh memori yang indah bersama yang tersayang.

I Gotta The Feeling

2009-07-20T10:02:00.003+08:00

I've got the feeling
That tonight gonna be a good night
That tonight gonna be a good night
That tonight gonna be a good good night...

Eh eh, there's nothing else I can say...

Masa untuk buat 'investment'...haha..
Daa~

Just Married

2009-07-19T14:42:00.013+08:00

Congratulations to Izyana and Norman. Both of you looks sooooooooo lovely and stunning. Though with not that close, not at all, but Im happy for both of you. Hey, Izy, your hubby so damn hot! Hahaha.. Suits you.. Macam pinang dibelah-belah. Hehe. Here are some gentle words of advice.Talk things out. Yet, be precise. Always be the first to say you're sorry. Work on the love you share today. Then, it will always be there. Remember, this love can't be found elsewhere. So love, laugh. Have fun and grow old. Live life to the fullest. Hold on to your dreams and always remember, that life together is the key.

Candid! Romantic!

Sooo..in love.

Lovely.

Anggun.

Im yours.

Saat yg gementar bg setiap yg bergelar isteri.

Norman x sbr btl nk tgk Izy..=)

Along n jojo

Nak kawin juge...

Tp dgn siapa...

Ye saya buat

2009-07-19T14:13:00.003+08:00

1. How old are you?
- 22

2. Are you single?
- yup

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
- Hmm...after i completed my master..ngeh2..kot..so bpe ek umur ms tu..???

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
- Saya rasa tidak tp Allah kata, ada orang tahu ke? ;)

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- Fahrin Ahmad. =)) I've no idea.

6. Who will be your bridesmaid or your best man?
- hmm...my babes...maybe.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- garden & traditional...

8. Where do you plan to go for honeymoon?
- mauritius or sumwhere in Malaysia..island for sure.

9. How many guest do you think you’ll invite?
- seramai yg mungkin.

10. Will that include your exes?
- Yeah, y not? There will be special seat and table for them..hahaha..

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
- 7 da max. 4 min.

12. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
- Night. Hehe..Evening.

13. Name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding?
- Kaulah Segalanya, Ruth Sahanaya and Sempurna, Andra & The Backbone

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon/fork/ knife?
- Fine dining. Simple and convenient.

15.Champagne or red wine?
- Milo. Haha..Both are not allowed.

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- So wut if right after da wedding?

17. Money or household items?
- Can i have both? plz..

18. How many kids would you like to have?
- 3-6

19. Will your record your honeymoon in DVD and CD?
- Not sure. But, one thing for sure, I might have 2,3 photo albums. Haha. I am camera freak!

20. I want to know their wedding plans:
- Sape2 rasa nk bitau,silakan. :)

"New Romance"

2009-07-16T02:30:00.005+08:00

Hmm...arini keje asyik nak menyumpah seranah jer..tambah dosa lg bkn tambah pahala. Haih.
Line kt sini mmg lah 'bagus' sgt! Kalau ikut kan hati yg tak berapa nk bersabar nie, dah ku campak hp ke luar tingkap tadi. Bukan salah hp sama sekali tapi tulah dia, manusia. Baik Celcom, Maxis sama je. Buat sakit jiwa dan raga je. Broadband dan LAN pun lebih kurang. Entah kenapa lah petang tadi semua benda nak menyakitkan hati aku. Marah betul rasa tak dapat nak bukak blog tadi. Ini pun bersyukur. Dah kurang sikit manusia yg nak berjaga masa ni, so line clear lah.

Ni al-kisah Encik Baju Biru pule. Mana yg ok tu ok la, kalau yg tak ok tu, keje nye syik nak menyaman, sound org jer..ke mmg scope tugas mereka sebegitu yer? Tapi kami sgt suka pada yg senior berbanding yg muda2. Eh,sombongnya bukan main. Nak marah jer. Tak cukup lagi kat Shah Alam, kt Puncak pn sama dgn isu yg sama, sticker kereta!

We discovered new things here. New place to lepak tapi boring lah. Mcm Bandar Pusat Jengka tapi ok lagi la..ye ke? kot. Bandar Baru Puncak Alam. Kalau kt Jengka ada 'Dalam Pagar', kt sini ada juga tp k'org panggil, kedai deret sbb dia xde pagar dan kawasan nye kecik jer. Arini first time pergi pasar malam kt sini. Not bad. So dgn adanya kedai2 yg berdekatan, kurang lah sket nak membazir minyak ke Shah Alam. Hanya nak breakfast McD, sanggup pergi McD Shah Alam. Hanya nak lunch nasi berlauk pauk, sanggup shoot pg Medan Selera Sek.2 tadi. Kalau bab2 berjalan cepat ajer. Macam Shah Alam tu 5 minit je kn? Nak seribu daya, xnk seribu dalih. As simple as that.

Kedai deret.

Aktiviti kolej sudah bermula. Can't believe I have to go thru this once again. * sigh *

Sexy. Hot. Naughty.

2009-07-16T01:55:00.008+08:00

How can I describe this hot and chicky lass? She's absolutely awesome and talented in making everyone laughing! Without her presence, world seemed to be empty - for us. Once she start her "engine" and turn to be so hyper active, we will definitely throw head back in the air and laughs! Her fun and hilarious character, always cheer we up.. Nordalila, u might be another MJ someday..I meant, without you, things will utterly being different. Too much huh? Nevermind, if I praise others you will always complain with those 'ayat pasrah'..as if that I never treat you well girl. But you know I am not that type of friends.;))

I love you...Keep that in mind. I might not give you any gift or bufday card, but to forget you, is the last thing I'd do. Hidup Perkayuan! hahahhahaha..Kalau suka, cakap suka. Lalala~

To Handsome Boy

2009-07-15T21:45:00.006+08:00

13th of July

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY 21!

JANGAN MALAS NAK MASAK DUK UMAH TU...

LOTSA L.O.V.E

Princess' Bedroom..wth?!

2009-07-13T00:57:00.005+08:00

This is the place where I LOVE to..to..to what?? Hey, look at the Princess bed, wut else can you say?

Can I continue writting tomorrow? Pretty darn sleepy. Off early tonite. Yeah it's early. Night. Sweet Dream. ;))

Silly face. Hey, this is exclusive pic i'd say. Serious.

Kemaafan Dendam Terindah

2009-07-13T00:42:00.006+08:00

Kepada sesiapa yang berkenaan,

Kalau you kenal I, I rs you dah cukup masak dgn perangai I kn?
I'm forgiver type. You know that very well I guess but PLEASE, never ever take me for granted.

So, maaf anda diterima.

Forgiveness is always the best revenge.

Pain

2009-07-10T11:07:00.003+08:00

I'm overwhelmed by one thing. This things is called pain and it's caused by a few words. I'm angry and destroyed from the inside. Does this ends good or will it all be over? The unspoken words that were not meant to be, drowning myself in sadness. Arrgghhh! I shouldn't be treated this way. You take me for granted. My heart is crying again full of tears.

Today is Wednesday

2009-07-08T07:17:00.003+08:00

Good Morning!
Nice view from my room.
Current mood:
In love with the ambience and the surrounding of UiTM Puncak Alam.

I feel like insomnia..ah ah..